priapos

No motion from the parasite. I can't even imagine how he justifies his belief that I should give him anything more. He seems to feel that he deserves everything that he wants, and cannot imagine how anyone could deny him anything on the basis of absolutely nothing. I don't think that he lacks generousity exactly, but he responds to generosity with resentment rather than gratitude....
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I have a parasite. I hope he moves out on Monday, like he said.

Stanza for an Unairconditioned Restaurant

The heat you feel while waiting for your meal
helps us maintaining its low price
So think twice before complaining.

I want to give you my mighty difficult love.

If you want something different, you may have to act differently.

I do things the best way I know how, so yes, I do think my way is best. You should feel welcome to try to convince me otherwise, though.

I can't tolerate people making the same stupid mistakes over and over again. Do as I do, and make brand new stupid mistakes every time!

At the request of my shrink, I made a list of 10 things I like about myself. When I finished, I felt both elated and puzzled. I larded it on pretty heavy, I mean, but I believe firmly in each point and would even argue for their overall truthfulness. So, I don't understand how I can't display enough truth, beauty, and skill to entice anyone...
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I don't know what good I derive from telling myself the worst things I can imagine as though I had already proved them to myself. Other times, I know I can overcome any obstacle, and most issues I have with other people arise from misunderstandings. On my end, I have started paying more attention to other people, what they say, and how they move while...
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Blogging remains a fine way to reassure myself of my faith that no one cares all that much about me.