prettynpunk

Sooo it's a new year and I'm all about change. Only problem is that it hasn't seem to find me right. I'm have tempted to go out and look for it but where do I begin....

To me the ultimate change would be change of scenery. For some reason, I always resort it back to that, if I pick up and start some place fresh, it'll all work itself out. And while that might very well be true, I havent had the balls enough to test my theory, anyone wanna give me a push?? anyone??

I feel like right now would be the perfect opportunity too! I'm not emotionally attached to anything in my life right now, a boy, friends, even my job is disposable. And as far as school goes, it almost never seems like the "right" time to go back. The situation in Michigan isn't looking like it'll get any better anytime soon either. I guess the only thing holding me back is $$, while I wanna be spontaneous and go right now, I also feel like a good chunk of change in my pocket is a must.

If only I had someone out there to say "Hey, come out my way, stay with me while you get on your feet in (insert a new city here)." I feel like that would put me over the edge to do it. I have friends in Chicago but not really the change I'm looking for. One of my best friend lives in Las Vegas but she has soo much going on I don't even wanna impose.

I don't know, I just don't know.

I think I'll go buy some hair dye, it'll give me that false sense of change for a few minutes at least.