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PS. Now I'm sick someone come take care of me


So friday night was long, with work and all. I went to bed super early for me cause I was drained. Saturday took my mom to the airport at 6am cause she had to go to funeral in TN then went back to bed when I got home . I hung out with my Twin...
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I so loved The Spill Canvas. They are one of my favorite bands and this happens to be one of my favorite songs cause I can listen to it when I'm sad or depressed (but we all know I'm more depressed then not)

"Black Dresses"

In muddy grass we stand side by side
With our knuckles interlocked
Black dresses flood the cemetery
In this cliche...
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Im such an emo bitch today but seriously I'm just sick and tired of people that say they care about me and ignore me or cancel on me. I really hate having to be a whiny girl cause its not pretty. I hate crying over stupid things cause people don't seem to care how they affect others.

I give up on anything related to guys...
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So I find this kinda amusing but at the same time it pisses me off. One of my guy friends from High School was over in iraq but hes back in the states now but while he was over there we use to talk all the time and so I told him I liked him and he said he liked me. This was after he...
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So this morning was shitty and Im sure someone will laugh at me cause I know my mangers at work did. I hit a lady in a wheelchair. I feel like shit for it and I so didn't see her crossing as I was turning. She's fine and all and no she wasn't old. She's like in her 30's but I just can't believe I...
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Wooo school started and I just hope I'm not in over my head now. I have some awesome people in my classes so I'm not a loner lol.


Ugh and I am still having boy issues. I now see why I'm so guarded and dont let everyone close cause when you do they just screw you over. Makes me not want to make anymore friends...
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Ugh....I seriously hate when my friends or so called friends or people that say they like me then flake on me. I really dont need that with all the other stress in my life. Its really starting to get on my nerves but whatever.

So I start school on Monday the 1st and I have to say I'm a little scared. This is going to be new stuff that Ive never really even thought about doing and so much to learn. I'm going for Medical Assistant and I now will have to learn all these new terms and stuff. Wish me luck.

I feel like today is going to be one of those really shitty days. Where anything that can go wrong will. I feel like I'm about to have another break down and I cant take it. I feel like Alice when she fell down the rabbit hole. I let my happiness rest with other people and I get hurt in the end. I hate wearing...
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Wooo for my first blog. I am lame. haha But no I just got my account back and I'm slowly adding things to it and today seems like a great day to start this. I'm finally going to go back to school in Oct and a little scared about that but also excited. I have a trip planned to go visits friends in Minnesota in...
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