prettylikedrugs

and it's the same again,
him totally ambivalent,
me a mess clinging to any scraps he can throw,
how dare you touch me, inside of me,
cascade down me, and now say that nothing will ever come of it!? you certainly did.
you've lost me. this is it. that was the last chorus that i'm singing of my love for you.

it hurts so much. this wretching pain. the history seething from my pores. but by now your heart is already soundly asleep , content with the day.while i am scratching your name into the walls and screaming fuck at venus and all her pals.

you self righteous morons idyllic in love. dont make me sick. where's the anger the rage. the heartache. the pain. the things that i know love to be. where are they in your fucking fairy tales? those translucent yarns clouded with bullshit

it's a good job i've got my heart tattooed on my sleeve because i guarentee i've ripped it off tonight and only the wine is dulling the pain.


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that's that i wrote about half an hour ago and a bottle of wine earlier. letting the same guy fuck me over for near enough 3 years and now i've got to just get the fuck over it.so here we go.