prettyinink4

sometimes i feel like screaming love me at him. But then i relize that he already does and that its me not loving him. not in the way he probuly should be. Here i am involved with someone that I want nothing from. I think im wasting time until i can be with the one i love agian. Im not sure how i go through life not feeling th way you should for someone your sexually involed with. in fact i am holding out all my love for the love of my life. should I give myself the chances to love someone else, or should I keep holding out for the one i know loves me? Im starting to think that maybe I dont have any feelings anymore towards this type of thing. that i have made up my mind and nothing is going to change it ever. Almost like a stubbrn child. Im just sort of rambbling now.