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I layed there last night thouching stomach and my chest after I let him have me, thinking like always after i am with him. Should I stop helping him commit this sin that i cant get enough of ? then I think its just not the sex its the way he makes me feel when im with him. they fact that when he touchs me i shiver but i a good way. Kissing him almost takes my breath way and theres only one guy ever thats done that, so these kisses scare me even though i cant get enough of them. i love it when we lay there and he runs his fingers along my sides and stomach. i hate when he has to leave or i do. but i dont think that i really want to be with him. its not a reality and im nto going to try to make one. I wish I could tell him how i felt but i find myself being a rambling idiot when i try. he makes me feel like a school girl getting ready to kiss her first boyfriend for the first time. i even blush and look down. how is it that someone im not sure that i love more than a firend really can make me feel this way? does some part of me love him more than i think? or is that i miss justins touch and love so bad that im looking for it in someone else? I have to admit that i am more than confused, but i cant get enough of it. god hes got a beautiful taste