I knew when I made the decision to try for SuicideGirls what was required. I honestly do want to be able to be a part of this. I just love the freedom and the opportunity to "let the creativity flow", in a manner. But with my 14 hours a day, 5 days a week schedule, I find it hard to meet up to the expectation of being constantly active on here. Not only that, I find it even harder to think of something to blog about, knowing no one genuinely gives a shit about what I have to say. My life isn't that interesting, I'm a workaholic. I'm way focused on my life goals that I've had for over 5 years. I've wasted a lot of time on people who never deserved a second of it. Perfect example of what I was saying before. I can hardly imagine anyone being interested in this ramble. It's not that I don't like being on here and being exposed to something totally different, a completely different group of people. I guess it's more of a personal thing.
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gult:
your attitude, your look, all is pur SG'style. Just be natural and spontaneus on your blog and sexy ni your set, and time will work for you ! 
calvaria:
Its your life, your destiny. Don't worry about anyone else. I work 7 days a week, ten or more hours a day because I'm THAT passionate about what I do. Doesn't hurt that it also allows me freedoms like being able to take time off if I want for modeling and such. I don't think I am very interesting, I'm a nerd at heart. However, people seem to like me. Hahahaha. :-)