prettygirl66

whoa! ok...so where do i begin?

here goes...

my high school sweetheart called me today. it wasnt anything out of the ordinary because we talk every so often. but today he asks me what im doing and then tells me to come outside.

COME OUTSIDE???

yes, the man was outside my door waiting with the biggest smile i had ever seen on his face before in all the time ive known him. we gave eachother this shy uncomfortable sort of greeting and even though we were happy to see eachother, it was the first time we hung out in a long time so it was a little weird at first. but after we started talking it was pretty pleasant.

until...

he had this urge to say hello to my mother. i didnt know if it was such a great idea but he insisted so as we walked in i whispered to her "please dont be rude". but of course she was and made him totally uncomfortable all over again.

after he left, i came into the house and had one of the biggest arguments with her. the only thing she kept saying was that she didnt want me with him ever again. ((in case it isnt completely obvious yet, he broke my heart. we were young and in high school and it was complicated. his parents hated me. yada, yada, yada.)) but i explained to her that just because weve stayed friends, doesnt mean that we are going to get back together.

i went out after that and just came home and shes trying to act as if nothing happened which pisses me off. im not the type of person who pretends as if nothing has happened. i dont avoid confrontation. i believe its a part of life. so i face it head on.

am i overreacting???

oh yea! i almost forgot. i saw my friend that ive know since i was a little girl this past weekend. the one whos always been like a brother to me. the one who gives me the great advice whenever im in time of need....well, we had sex. now tell me thats not bizarre!