prettygirl66

i spoke to a few different people today.

i spoke to my boyfriend from high school. we've always kept in contact over the past few years but today was the first time i spoke to him since april or may. we had a pleasant conversation. had a few laughs about some stuff. it was nice to hear from him.

i spoke to that guy i went out with the other night. it was like i was speaking to a totally different person. i wasnt really feeling the vibe i got from him tonight so guess what? the number was deleted from my cell phone.

i spoke to my F.W.B. i havent spoken to him in about a week and a half and havent seen him in about a month. he said he wanted to come by tonight but i'll believe that when it happens.

and i visited an "old friend" today. and by old friend i mean my ex. he had some family over so i didnt stay but he said hed call me tomorrow after work so we could meet up somewhere. i dont think he'll call me but whatever. i cant do anything about that. the ball's in his court now. if he doesnt call, i know i'll feel a little badly but at least i'll know where we stand. but if he does, i dont know what i'll do. im kind of scared to spend time with him. its hard to explain. but i'll deal with it when the time comes.

and of course i hung out with my chicitas for a little while. theyre always good to be around when shit gets rough. i love those girls so much. i dont know what id do without them!!!