prettygirl66

last night i hung out with a guy i met. he was cool and i wouldnt mind seeing him again. he has a good job, hes funny, and he was a perfect gentleman with me...but i keep thinking of my ex.

i was talking to my friend and he said that maybe if i was feeling so strongly, it wouldnt be such a bad idea to talk to him. i really dont know if im going to do that. i mean, i know ill get closure if i see him and get to say all the things i didnt before. but i dont know if i could bring myself to speak to him because theres still a very BIG part of me that wants nothing more than to spit in his face. i know, i know...how mature of me. but considering the circumstances in which we stopped speaking, ya cant really blame me for feeling that way.

i dont know what im gonna do. all i know is that im a very confused young lady!