prettygirl66

it's been almost four months since i broke up with my ex and i find myself thinking of him from time to time (like most normal people do) but i can't say i've dwelled on the thought of him...until this morning. i woke up from a dream this morning that really left my head all fucked up. i was in his house in his bedroom and every place where there used to be pictures of us, there were pictures of him and the girl he was with the last time i saw him. it was a very upsetting thing for me to see...even if it was just a dream. break ups suck big time!!!! especially when shit goes down the way it did.

so basically, i've been thinking of this man ALL DAY because of this dream. it's one of those things that make you feel like "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???". but you know what? i'm gonna be ok. fuck him! anyone who doesn't feel that you're enough for them isn't worth your time. at least i got to see it for myself. in all honesty, if someone would have told me that they saw him with someone, i wouldn't have believed them. i just so happened to be in the right place at the right time that night. i'm greatful for seeing it with my own two eyes regaurdless of how much it hurt then.

but enough about him. other than that mess of a dream, today was pretty OK. i finally watched secret window. my dad lent it to me almost two weeks ago and it's sat in the same spot since the day he brought it over. it was a really good movie. i mean, it's always good to see johnny depp but the plot was good too.

now it's time to go take a nice, relaxing shower and go to bed. hopefully, i'll have some GOOD DREAMS