prettydeadgirl

So my one and basically only best friend anna went to this party yesterday and drank when she doesn't even drink. I wasn't invited to the party because this girl I used to be friends with was going to be there and moved in the house where it was at now and shes mad at me because supossively i had phone sex with this kid she was '' talking'' to and told him shes fat not to go out with her but that was after he told me that he wanted to do stuff with the both of us and I told her that and it just upsets me that she would believe a guy over her own friend and now my best friend is friends with this girl and is drinking... I hate how people change so much and maybe im just overacting but I dont think she should be friends with some girl that doesn't even like her own friend



edited to say: it turns out she didnt even drink that girl left a comment on her myspace saying we drank like champs which she didnt even drink she was just making sure everyone was ok at the party and now her boyfriends mad at her cause he thinks she was drinking so now i feel like its my fault i should of called her b4 i brought it up to him but i was just upset about the whole situation :o/


























How could i endure one more sunrise in this cold and unfamiliar place?
Where friends pass by like autumn leaves, only to stay for a season.
My heart dead to the smallest act of compassion.
It gave them no reason to break the cycle of the passers by. Their actions made trust a failed practice.
So here i stand on this hill alone, never turning back,
In hopes that the past will fade. </3