prettydeadgirl

I hope everyone had a good halloween. Mine was kinda depressing because im still feeling how I was for the whole week. I just hope I get over it soon. I hate this feeling and it wont seem to go away. Like everyone said It is his loss and he knows it too. I hope one day I find someone that wont lie to me and will stay for me then longer than 2 weeks. I'm starting to think I have bad luck because every relationship, which I haven't had very many because everytime I start to get in one or do I get screwd over. I never had someone kiss me in public till I found him and it felt so special and I know he cared about me but now hes gone and it makes me soo sad. I never thought I'd find anyone like him. It was soo perfect ... everything about him was. He had alot of the same feelings about things it seemed as I do but oh well its over and time to move on. I'm sick of being sad and for once I just want to be happy. I want to fall in love and have it be soo special , I want to go to school and make something out of myself which I should be going next fall and I want to make more friends because I feel soo alone. My friends go to school and a couple of my friends just work and dont even call me anymore. After highschool its just like they dont care and forgot about me. There are just soo many things in life right now that are depressing and I wish would change. I feel so lonely in this world right now . But anyways I'll stop my rambling ...that was me just getting some stuff off my chest and I'll show you a pic of me I think its kinda nice . Hope you enjoy and I hope everyone had a safe and happy Halloween and thank you Fleur for inviting me to your party I had fun and I really needed some time out of my house so it was nice.














ps. heres this thing that really makes me happy when i get things off of it.


thanks everyone who read this <3 brit




edited to say i got the cd im on the cover of today with fleur, mercie, gadget, clover and lynin the mail it was exciting... hehe aren't we hot ? hehe


heres the cover again



if you want this cd it comes out november 9th so go get it or go over to steveneurotic 's profile and get it off of pay pal from him


thanks all for leaving me comments im feeling a little bit better since he told me he used me I realized that I dont need him. I'm going to find a nice guy one day that appreciates me and doesnt use me to get over their ex and as a piece of meat