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Thanks Very glad to hear that you enjoy reading my blog. Good to know that I'm not boring everyone to death lol

You do stress me out a lot. But it's okay. It's cute.
I do think about you all day. Truly.

I'm not on facebook much right now, and I'm sorry I don't have a song to send you right now.
I'm pretty busy. I am stressed. I am tired. I haven't been sleeping well since crit week.

I am totally out of energy. As soon as I have some time to relax, I promise I'll try to calm down and focus on you more. But I'm fucking dying right now. Gimme till at least monday. AT LEAST.

And I'll try to see what I can do. If I can get some free time.

I'm sorry I worry you so much.

But I love you. Lots.

You don't worry me baby! I worry all on my own! haha I am so glad I have you

Yeah I understand the whole crazy mom and divorce thing, I spent my entire childhood taking care of myself cause mom was too crazy to deal with her own problems so she just blurred the lines by drugging herself into a zombie like state and masking the world around her, forgetting about me and everything else that is going on. Only recently has she really started to try and be a mother to me and my 13 yr old brother. My stepdad is an amazing man who has put up with a lot of crazy shit, I'm thankful my little brother has him, because as I keep having to deploy I can't really be home for him, specially going through these awkward years of adolescence that we all remember..........On a lighter note, I do have a couple of friends that I serve with that are tattoo artists who would love to do it, but we are worlds apart and it's hard to get together, I'm going to have him draw it, but my artist at chicago tattoo and piercing on belmont is going to do it for me. i can't wait to get home and start it......Keep smiling and lookin out for the little one, everything will work out in the end.

Yeah I know, I've been so negitive lately! I found some really good stuff once I started looking! I got three bras, lots of lacey panties and two of the most adorable dresses! I can't wait to have some fun in them and out of them!!! Also! I have been walking around my apartment in my four inch heels practicing! My baby loves heels, Which is perfect because I love heels! You know wearing heels are real big confidance boosters! The only way you can walk in heels and look good is if you forget you're wearing them and strut your stuff. In all honesty, I loooove to strut myself. And I don't mind stealing the spot light.... haha.

...I think I'll start wearing my heels outside a bit more... smerks!



I love Jimmy, yes I do......

I love Jimmy, Jimmy CHOOOOOOO!!!...

oh man. Ive been through that. I know exactly what u mean, you think you've gotten past the hardships of that really aweful relationship till someone does something that triggers a memory of a past event. its eventualy what broke up me and another ex of mine. I know how hard it must be and how hard it is to have someone whos willing to help. thats special. keep it best of luck

sounds like a good match, you should keep it up and try to be there for him as much as he's willing to be there for you. theres no reason not to trust someone until they give you a reason not to... and who's to say they will?

bad things happen, but you cant expect everyone is out to hurt you.

what a happy blog

Awww.... I knew after 3 days that I wanted to marry my now fiance', I even told him I knew.. It didn't scare him away.. we have been together for 7 years and counting... Hang in there. Hopefully he will be back in your arms soon... I miss my baby when he's gone.... so sad Feel better!

I thought I was in for a well-deserved rest.

Then I read this, and realized how much I need to do. Your aunt's bike is gonna be a pain in the ass. As will the truck.

This is gonna be a loooooong weekend.

welcomes!

Do it. Get naked. Post blogs. Gimme some looooove.