prettyawful

Hey ya'll, Hey all, Hey ALL!

I have been doing so much better lately! I feel better about myself. Why, I don't know. I just stopped fucking around with feeling bad about myself. I have been playing with some new girlfriends too! They are so fun and totally "get me". I have some new clothing to bring out to LA to meet my baby's family. I have been wearing them the last two days trying to figure out what I am going to wear when I finally meet his mother. I am saying finally not because he has been putting it off but because I am a tid bit nervous and can't wait to get the initial ordeal over with so I can see it's really no big deal, I hope. My friends Martha says I better be extra careful cause she is best friends with my baby and she knows how close he is with his mother.... dun dun DUN! Ha ha ha. I also find it a little funny (my being scared) cause how typical boy meets girls Hollywood plot is this?

When he met my family he was so nervous he made himself sick on my Mother's downstairs toilet, so I guess I'm good. OH MY GAWD! I am the luckiest girl in the world! I feel "so blessed" (as my god mother would say) to have the life I do. I pretty boyfriend who loves me much, a shot at a good career, and good friends/ sometimes good family haha. AND, I'm kinda pretty myself.... but I'm not being a shit head about it, I'm just being honest.

Man oh man. I am so lucky.

As always* AWFUL