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I went shopping today. I want to look really good for my baby when I meet his family. (Also, I have no summer clothing, I spent last summer traveling, I lived in the same pair of jeans for 3 months, they are very stinky...still!) Trying on clothing is upseting sometimes because I have lost wieght (a lot) and now I got some leftovers if you know what I mean.... It's upsetting. I worked really hard and I feel like it did really pay off cause apperantly people still refer to me as "kind of big". Urgh, it just melts my heart. Anywho, I gained like ten when my mother got divorved again and I left that abusive relationship. I used love my body, even when I was fifty pounds heavier and now I just feel defeated. It's very upsetting. I need to change my mind set.
Love AWFUL
I went shopping today. I want to look really good for my baby when I meet his family. (Also, I have no summer clothing, I spent last summer traveling, I lived in the same pair of jeans for 3 months, they are very stinky...still!) Trying on clothing is upseting sometimes because I have lost wieght (a lot) and now I got some leftovers if you know what I mean.... It's upsetting. I worked really hard and I feel like it did really pay off cause apperantly people still refer to me as "kind of big". Urgh, it just melts my heart. Anywho, I gained like ten when my mother got divorved again and I left that abusive relationship. I used love my body, even when I was fifty pounds heavier and now I just feel defeated. It's very upsetting. I need to change my mind set.
Love AWFUL
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...I think I'll start wearing my heels outside a bit more... smerks!
I love Jimmy, yes I do......