presence

albums in constant rotation of late:

elliot smith - from a basement on a hill
vnv nation - futureperfect
prefuse 73 - one word extinguisher
amon tobin - bricolage
lamb of god - ashes of the wake
cradle of filth - nymphetamine

what have u guys been listening too??????

and to you...you know who you are..i dont know if you read these anymore...you probably dont...but among other songs that i cant listen to (my boo) and any anthony hamilton with out tearing up...this one reminded me of you(us) certain lines do anyway...maybe today was just one of those days? or maybe its just been this week...but everything reminds me of u lately....hopefully it will pass...cuz i know you dont wanna hear from me and im tempted to call just to say hi ..just to catch up..good thing you made me get rid of your number ...

"It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second I spent
Waiting for you
Circumstances affords me
No second chance
To tell you
How much I've missed you

My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
That I need to remember

We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keeps us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same

My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed was ours

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were............"