Its been a minute and tons of things have gone on since my last post. first of all, i haven't spent nearly as much time on this site that i should be. damn! these girls are so beautiful! i am now engaged! super excited but things are so stressful right now. first of all, we are both in the military so that in itself is tough. he has the possibility that he may be deploying with in the next 6 months. I myself have done a deployment already, but he hasn't. (hes younger than me) . i know that i would love to be pregnant before he leaves. I wish he could be here during it, but sometimes things don't happen the way that we want them to. I am a firm believer though, that the things that have happened in my life, were meant to happen. I am a stronger person because of all of it. ok so that has been another random moment of my life. 