preacher255

Since the crisis has been averted I should probably update. I just talked with the girl I hooked up with about her friends publicly saying I am a rapist and she says that she has and will continue to straighten them out. To a certain degree I think the damage has been done, I have still been given a black mark of sketch. Girls will probably wonder how much of the rumor is true, or at least think I'm a sex fiend. Meh, maybe I deserve it, not because of this but my actions of late have been extremely sexually self indulgent. I would like to make excuses. The painful process of completely ending things with my ex over the last semster has been weighing me down. Also I have never really been (or at least felt) like I was desirable enough for or able to have random hookups. Now that I notice women find me as attractive as I find them things have been changing and I've been acting like a kid in a candy store. But neither excuse justifies my actions if I am hurting people. My ex said I have been acting like a walking penis, as much as I hate to admit it she may be partially accurate with that. At least I'm a dick with more than a fair share of empathy.

Regardless, I had a very enjoyable conversation with the girl and we are copasetic. Funny enough, her friend who started this whole drama called her during our conversation and she ended the call without even answering. Then the friend who called showed up at the 4 winds and tried to act like she was on good terms with the two of us. I resisted the urge to kill and the friend quickly left.

Well, I'll be going home for a day or so. Work avoidance is a go!

Like waking up covered in someone else's blood, but in a good way!