preacher255

It's official, the world is fucking against me. My ex-girlfriend hates me for any number of reasons both contrived and a few not. The friends of this one girl I hooked up with want her to press charges against me because she was drunk and high at the time. So apparently consentual sex, albeit in mutually altered states (I wasn't high but I was drunk) constitutes rape. Also apparently explicitly telling the girl that she should tell me to stop if she didn't want to continue constitues rape. Also morning after sex when we were both totally sober is rape. Good lord I hope some one tries to press charges, I'll hit them with a defimation of character counter suit so fast it'll make their heads fall off. This all pisses me off so much because I have strived my entire life to fight the kind of stuff I am being blamed for! Has it gotten to the point where even random hooking up isn't allowed just because a guy is involved? Do I need to start a group here for men's rights? Look, I am very well aware of my surface position in society (white, affluent, male) versus that of any woman. It isn't fair, I'll be the first to admit it and pick up a protest sign for women's rights. But goddamn it, I am a person too.

Yes, I talked to the girl who I hooked up with and she says that I am blameless and thanked me for an excellent time. I thought I should mention that she doesn't think of me negatively at all, but her friends do. It's gotten to the point where I don't feel welcome on campus at certain times. NCF is very small, word gets around fast, and I don't like people treating me like I'm a monster. It's bad enough that someone who should know me doesn't and can't understand anything about me, but that people who don't even know me hate me as well really does a number on me. My mellow is severly harshed, and that rarely happens. I hope some guy tries to start some shit with me, I'd really like to get into a fight right now. And I think that is what scares me the most about all of this.