Well after being pissed last night. I fig fuck it. I was able to help some one past a bad time. I should have know better then too think any life long choise could be made by the person. I guess we cant control what feelings we have. FOr now ill be the friend i was during the bad time. No matter i had my own life before and still do. Things seem too keep going up for me. No reason too fuck that up for anyone. No worth it. If at the end I have no one but myself fuck it. Ive have done too much too ever feel i miss out on anything. Anyway ill leave it here for tonight. So night and meow all. 
