This has been a really interesting week.. I've been really busy with work, and with getting ready for the Tonic Ball, which by the way went really well.. we raised lots of money for a charity called Second Helpings..
I sort of feel like I haven't been giving 100% at work because I've been so busy with other things, but ya know.. this is OK...
The Retreads got together and practiced early and long today... writing new songs.. finished one completely.. have another almost finished and a couple of other ideas. Hopefully, our next show (12/6), we'll be playing about 50% new material which I'm pretty excited about. We've been playing the songs from "Helsinki" for the whole time that I've in the band + about a year before that...
I went to work... Our executive sous chef is an ass. I don't expect him to be there much longer... we weren't busy.. but the kitchen was all kinds of fucked up and ticket times were long.. I didn't make as much as I should've for the drama that I endured....
I came home to an empty house for the first time in nearly a week... It's been really nice having my new friend over every night... I really like her.... She is beautiful, intellegent, witty..... she shares the same dark, sarcastic, cynical outlook on life that I do.. we sit up and talk for hours and hours... the first night she came over, we sat up and talked until 10am... about everything... she is caring.. she is a great listener as well as a great talker.... she seems to have all of the answers.... and most importantly.. I am happy when she is here... I am happy when I wake up and she is next to me.... I will go to bed tonight hoping that she comes over and uses my spare key to crawl into bed with me so that I can wake up next to her... what I feel when I'm around her is spiritual... emotional.... I have a hard time explaining it...... but it goes far beyond lust....
I do not know how long I will be on this earth, and I do not plan on taking any regrets with me... I will find peace of mind knowing that I have done my best to enjoy my time here and spend it with those who I wish to spend my time with... make every moment count... yeah.. I have learned that this week..
and these are my 3am ramblings.. decipher them if you must... I'll make more....
EDIT: In related news, I just woke up by myself for the first time in a week grrrrrr
I sort of feel like I haven't been giving 100% at work because I've been so busy with other things, but ya know.. this is OK...
The Retreads got together and practiced early and long today... writing new songs.. finished one completely.. have another almost finished and a couple of other ideas. Hopefully, our next show (12/6), we'll be playing about 50% new material which I'm pretty excited about. We've been playing the songs from "Helsinki" for the whole time that I've in the band + about a year before that...
I went to work... Our executive sous chef is an ass. I don't expect him to be there much longer... we weren't busy.. but the kitchen was all kinds of fucked up and ticket times were long.. I didn't make as much as I should've for the drama that I endured....
I came home to an empty house for the first time in nearly a week... It's been really nice having my new friend over every night... I really like her.... She is beautiful, intellegent, witty..... she shares the same dark, sarcastic, cynical outlook on life that I do.. we sit up and talk for hours and hours... the first night she came over, we sat up and talked until 10am... about everything... she is caring.. she is a great listener as well as a great talker.... she seems to have all of the answers.... and most importantly.. I am happy when she is here... I am happy when I wake up and she is next to me.... I will go to bed tonight hoping that she comes over and uses my spare key to crawl into bed with me so that I can wake up next to her... what I feel when I'm around her is spiritual... emotional.... I have a hard time explaining it...... but it goes far beyond lust....
I do not know how long I will be on this earth, and I do not plan on taking any regrets with me... I will find peace of mind knowing that I have done my best to enjoy my time here and spend it with those who I wish to spend my time with... make every moment count... yeah.. I have learned that this week..
and these are my 3am ramblings.. decipher them if you must... I'll make more....
EDIT: In related news, I just woke up by myself for the first time in a week grrrrrr
ryan:
after last night i will be giving my liver a much needed repreive...
bracket:
u know double posts is a sign for luck... 
