wow, it's been a long time.
I've been kinda busy, but most of all I've been lazy to post here, to be completely honest I don't come around here very often.
I'm preparing things for june, when I'll move to Paris with my best friend. I know it's gonna be hard at first, trying to find a job and a flat, but I know I can make it (I did it in London, why not Paris!?)
My job is still the same, a bit boring but still nice. I like to be surrounded by artists, it's always fun to watch.
The guy I fell for in december is still with his girlfriend, and I don't talk to him anymore. I tried to keep away from him because I didn't want to get hurt, and it worked actually. He came by at work a couple of times, it made my heart jump and I felt like a complete idiot cause I was just standing next to him smiling and giggling like a teenager (I hate that)... and I decided I didn't want to be his friend, I wanted more than that and he didn't even realize that I was hitting on him. Too bad bad for him, it's his loss.
And anyway, february brought me the nicest surprise... there is this guy at work who's part of the class of students comedians. For the last couple of months (or even longer than that I think) he used to come at my desk and stay there to chat, sometimes for hours.
And I don't know what happened exactly but one night I joined him and the other students and we got pretty close. And I started to think about him and smile, but refused the idea that anything could happen. I thought I wasn't his type... and he was too young anyway (he's 6 years younger than me)
And then, one thing leading to another, we ended up one night at my place, my hands in his hair, his face in my neck... 2 weeks later I'm a teenager, giggling and smiling at everything, thinking about him a lot, constantly surprised by him, his way of thinking, his ability to see things in people so easily. Sometimes it seems I'm younger than him, cause he's done so many things, he has so many projects... he impresses me
Anyway, we'll see where it takes me. For now, I'm happy, and that's the only thing that matters.
I've been kinda busy, but most of all I've been lazy to post here, to be completely honest I don't come around here very often.
I'm preparing things for june, when I'll move to Paris with my best friend. I know it's gonna be hard at first, trying to find a job and a flat, but I know I can make it (I did it in London, why not Paris!?)
My job is still the same, a bit boring but still nice. I like to be surrounded by artists, it's always fun to watch.
The guy I fell for in december is still with his girlfriend, and I don't talk to him anymore. I tried to keep away from him because I didn't want to get hurt, and it worked actually. He came by at work a couple of times, it made my heart jump and I felt like a complete idiot cause I was just standing next to him smiling and giggling like a teenager (I hate that)... and I decided I didn't want to be his friend, I wanted more than that and he didn't even realize that I was hitting on him. Too bad bad for him, it's his loss.
And anyway, february brought me the nicest surprise... there is this guy at work who's part of the class of students comedians. For the last couple of months (or even longer than that I think) he used to come at my desk and stay there to chat, sometimes for hours.
And I don't know what happened exactly but one night I joined him and the other students and we got pretty close. And I started to think about him and smile, but refused the idea that anything could happen. I thought I wasn't his type... and he was too young anyway (he's 6 years younger than me)
And then, one thing leading to another, we ended up one night at my place, my hands in his hair, his face in my neck... 2 weeks later I'm a teenager, giggling and smiling at everything, thinking about him a lot, constantly surprised by him, his way of thinking, his ability to see things in people so easily. Sometimes it seems I'm younger than him, cause he's done so many things, he has so many projects... he impresses me
Anyway, we'll see where it takes me. For now, I'm happy, and that's the only thing that matters.
What up with you guys? tell me about your lives!
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Donc un peu dans la panique l comme tu peux l'imaginer...
De mon ct c'est un peu la no life, au sens ou je me tue pour les cours, je me tue pour le job tudiant au cin, bref je suis a demi morte, bouh ! vivement les vacances je suis HS