pp420

"i don't care who you've been sleeping with these days. you're out of my hair, that's growing just above my smiling face that i wear. every night i drink myself to sleep. not thinking about you. not thinking about that shit at all. i don't care who you've been dining with these days. it's more than fair, i'd much rather be drinking anyways. with my friend peter, who lives so fucking far away. yet not as far as you, even though you live right down my fucking street. i'm tired of sleeping with myself. i'm tired. all these drinks and drugs no longer help. i'm tired of lying about not thinking of you. maybe my friend peter will tell me what to do. i don't care who you've been kissing on these days. it's out of my hands and in my mouth with such a pleasant taste. i need a beer to wash it all away without a trace. then i'll drink 23 more to wipe this stupid smile off my fucking face. i'm tired of sleeping with myself. i'm tired. all this beer and pot no longer helps. i'm tired of lying about not thinking of you. maybe my friend peter can tell my what to do." - my friend peter/alkaline trio