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caught up with some old high school buddies last night. some things never change.

my cocktail this eve: coors light.thc.chocolate.soma

get what you deserve

if you can't finish what you started.
why in the world would you begin?
now all the choices that you made
are coming back to haunt you.

you're bitter end is drawing nearer.
sometimes the end's too close to see.
you bought a one-way ticket down,
there's no one left to save you.

i hope you stumble and you fall.
i...
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hey, to anyone reading this. hope you guys are having a good night! had practice today, the first time in like 2 months. needless to say we're a little rusty.

well, the songs for my new cd are almost done. i'm almost done with the mixing. then i just have to finish designing the artwork for the cd, and then release that shit. i can't...
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"i don't care who you've been sleeping with these days. you're out of my hair, that's growing just above my smiling face that i wear. every night i drink myself to sleep. not thinking about you. not thinking about that shit at all. i don't care who you've been dining with these days. it's more than fair, i'd much rather be drinking anyways. with my...
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miss me?


hey candace, how have you been?
just sitting here, drinking to you, my partner in sin.
remember the nights at the schoolyard?
we'd sit and smoke and joke
and nothing ever felt this way again.

remember how you laughed at me?
you didn't want to cry.
and all those words you said to me,
left me to wonder why.

hey candace, don't run...
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well, i thought i was getting over my ex. i guess i still have a ways to go. it's only been 3 weeks since she broke the news to me. they say it takes like half the length of the relationship to get over someone. fuck, what do "they" know. anyways, i'm drunk and depressed and wide awake at 2am in the morning. at least...
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i hate this part of relationships. the part after you get dumped and you move past the denial, past the anger, and start with the acceptance. i know i have to move on, but it's so hard when everything reminds me of her. also, i hate the part when you have to return personal belongings to each other. my ex was over last night and...
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1 out 6 billion people.
i can't believe that i found you.
what are the odds i'd give myself to someone else again?
my bet was slim to none.
and you had to prove me wrong.
i guess "that's life".
that's what you said.
fuck, i don't know if i want to live.
it's seems as all i do is never enough.
never enough to...
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