Tuesday Mar 21, 2006

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hi

work, work, work... can't wait to get some time off

my dream has changed from going and looking for work in LA to going and looking for work in New York, i've got more contacts and friends there. some day.....

i just don't know when to jump? when to get out of this okay-ish job of mine and take a punt... i kind of feel like if i did it i would be looking back in 6 months time, being grateful i took a chance on changing my life for the better.

the flip side of that is that this is the only professional job i've had in my field, and i get opportunities to learn here that are rare elsewhere, but the big opportunity, the one i really care about, working on feature films, ain't ever going to happen here.

there's also the problem that i need badly to be an expert in a certain sound program that is used everywhere before i go out into the big bad world. my current work doesn't use it, but they always promise they're about to get it.....

also:

- i'm so attacted to a close friend of mine. i play basketball with her every tuesday, and she's just got engaged, it's been simmerig for a long time, but now i'm single it's gotten uncomfortable... the ironic thing is i did brefly go out with her when we were 18, but broke it off.....

-i'm tired of being tired, i can never get to sleep easily, mind going too fast. i've kind of got hooked on popping nurofen to help knock me out..... i like nurofen.

the end
marni:
you do not know when to jump? your answer is in the same paragraph! it is scary, yes, but is the jump worth it? double yes! can you take a course to learn the sound program instead of waiting for your work to get it in? do you think you will ever be fully prepared for a move to ny? i doubt it but don't let that stop you because it is not like you have been moaning and groaning about a change of scenery ever since i 'friended' you on here. you know, just saying.

i am not going to 34b burlesque anymore. i am going to that tapas and jazz night hellfaerie posted about in sgau. come along to that if you are free, otherwise i will see you at sg burlesque at the annandale, right?

i just read your list of favourite films. don't you like kill bill 2?
marni:
i know what you mean. most of my friends have full-time jobs and they are raking in the dollars and here i am still studying. but when i really think about it, i wouldn't want to be anywhere else. i will get there in my own time. same with you, in your own time.

oh can this be? will we meet in a room full of pervy punters and a stage loaded with hot girls? yay!

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