postmodernsleaze

i am concerned about my mother. she's suddenly become someone i would've never guessed in centuries to become. we aren't close, but my love for her is clearly present. i wish she'd open up to me about her secrets.

i gotta nail this job interview tomorrow, just MUST. i had a good feeling after we spoke yet, i've been wrong alot lately about "vibes" per se. shittles. i clearly cannot support myself and alex on part time work, it's just unthinkable and makes me panic at the very thought. something must be done.

saturday i picked up trash with friends for "i love a clean san diego" we then grabbed yummy lunch at brian's which is by far grand and delish!

my tangerines are dissapointing, not as squishy as i like

my stupid bumper on my car is coming off again, it's so frustrating. my car is lower than normal so i bump it on the parking spot stopper things. it's not a crazy price to re-attach but still, i can't really afford that right now and don't want to leave it there for an hour as i walk about el cajon blvd, not so great.

i get to be in a creative hair show in july! LOVE IT!