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nobody ever reads this. so why am i writing.

oh well.
maxx:
I don't know. I guess that's a question you'll have to figure out for yourself. It sounds like one of those deep "why am I here?" type questions that are best left alone.

But that's just one man's opinion.
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so i havent written in forever. im in one of those holes again...damnit.
thats life isnt it? you start sailing smoothly along, enjoying the view, the weather..the taste of peace.
and then....

there is always that and then in my life. it is not something that comes to me purposely..rather it seems that the further i try to escape the and thens, the more they...
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up down up down. damn i am so on the emotional rollarcoaster ride from hell today.
what is up with me?

do you know what bothers me??

lesbians who swear up and down that they dont do the uhaul thing, or dont believe in instamatic relationships...but they really do?
one minute your chillin, then next their toothbrush is next to yours? how in the hell...
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hep:
your reasoning re: men v. women is EXACTLY why I swore off dating girls. I couldn't take the drama anymore. I wouldn't want to date myself and I think I am less dramatic/insane/weird/nutty then most girls. I am not as attracted to boys, but that just means I am super picky. Eventually I find one I can be with.

If one has friends and family one is never alone. Its hard to not have the kind of love companionship of a lover. I agree.
possession09:
thank you, hep! i felt like in needed some back up or something for a minute. as much as it would be easier to date a boi, i cant. i love girls (your not a woman until your my great-grandmothers age). But since i cant seem to deal with woman i have been terminally single. \

and i only mind ever so often...i have wonderful friends, and a wonderful family....
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so.
last nite, my best friend and i went out for the first time in an EXTREMELY LONG time. you see, she has a girlfriend now, and her girlie pretty much consumes all of her time.

thats fine. its funny because at the bar that i work at, everyone just looks at me as if im terminally single. i have watched all my friends go...
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grrrr..
why does it seem that people have a tendency too always want the unattainable. or maybe it isnt everybody, maybe its just me. who knows. i often sit and wonder if my emotions are as erratic and chaotic as others...who would i even want to compare too, though.

and how does one know wheter or not to trust ones instincts?

questions, questions...a nite for...
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ho hum. thats how i feel today. im not sure if its because im pretty tired, or just because im pretty tired. the difference?? there is that physical tired, the lack of sleep over-worked sort of drowsy tired...the one that comes after you have your 1st giddy spell, in between your 2nd giddy spell. yeah that one. or it could be the tired that comes...
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ugh.. so i finally had time to go get my ears stretched. my bottom to a 6g and my 2nd hole to 10g. now i know that isnt that big of a deal or anything, but damn...can my ears possibly be anymore uncomfortable...not to mention trying to find a position to sleep in last nite..
damn. oh well. it will be worth it. im not...
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HEY! does anyone read these things??? i mean i know hearing about my humdum life isnt exceptionally arousing or anything...

but does anyone know a good tattoo shop to go to in DC?? let me know.


so my pretty well..nothing to complain about...tommorow i find out how much it is going to take to fix my bronco...sucks..cause i have spent so much damn money on...
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hmm:
can't comment from personal experience, but the citypaper has gobs of ads for tattoo places. i'll ask me inked friends where to go to.
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today was a really good day...i had to work at 7am (at my real job)which kind of sucked since i was up for most of the nite...in my eutopia the world would run completely at nite, that way people who are just naturally noturnal (or insomniacs) could get so much more accomplished...but anyways..
work was good. one of my friends pissed me off, but it...
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