Monday Nov 11, 2002

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hha.....i am flatter....no maybe wider is the word that im looking for..
somehow in resizing i always jack things up somehow..oh well....at least i got my damn pic
up this time all on my own.

thanks for your help apathy....honestly..i dont know what the hell i did...lol.

im a little stretched....but hey.....noones perfect right??

lol.
i am so fucking tired.
suiciety:
yes you do. it starts off sweet. then gets scary. have fun. i don't think you will be any less lost.
g_felix:
Hey possession09,

That 235 x 175 is a wierd size. I like the pic though!

You are absolutely right! The silent treatment is way, way worse! :-) Actually, she was not being mean at all. She just asked the question. After 8.5 years of marriage, I am becoming accustomed to using non-committal answers when necessary. I don't like them but I do have them in my bag of tricks!

Take care!

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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once again. i am having problems putting up my damn pictures..
i feel like swearing like a damn sailor.......grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...arrrrrrrrrrgh.
okay.....


if someone could help my ass again, it would be greatly appreciated.

thank you ahead of time.
apathy_activist:
i didn't have any luck. did you get my email?

(maybe you could send me yer original, the one you resized is all smooshy and makes you look flatter than i think you are.. ((not fatter.. flatter.. but not flatter like compliment.. you know.. sheesh.. gotta go..))
apathy_activist:
your pic is up, and looking good. what did you do?
was it just a matter of the cache clearing out or did you get help?

Saturday Nov 09, 2002

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ugh. i HATE lesbian drama. good thing its not mine. haha....
99.9% of the time lesbian drama has nothing to do with me...but since i work at a lesbian bar, and
the majority of my close friends are lesbians,....i get to hear about it alot.
some of it is so petty....so childish, and these woman are older than me.
what is up with that.
does...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

I was once told that no one gets over 12 years old. Sometimes I really believe that. It has nothing to do with sexual orientation.

Small towns are rough. I built a shed out back of the house. Hammered nails for 2 days. A neighbor was upset as I apparently built the thing during hunting season and scared all the deer away. This got to me from a friend at work within 2 days. I had never even met the neighbor but the message got to me. Unbelieveable.

Keep your eyes on the goal! One more year is not long at all!

Friday Nov 08, 2002

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okay so today was another one of those silly work days that have your head spinning...
but oh well.....its over.

my girltoy and i finally went and got sushi. yum. food is very sexual to me.....esp. good food.
sushi is one that definitely brings sex to mind. maybe its the wasabi or something..sushi isnt sushi
without the wasibi.

i miss detroit. (hometown) im not going...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

Glad you got your sushi! If you cannot get home for Christmas, go as soon as you can. Never miss an opportunity to be with family. Both chosen family and blood kin.

Good night, sleep tight. Don't let the bed bugs bite. If they bite, hug them tight, and they won't bite another night. smile

Thursday Nov 07, 2002

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i have this thing. my right eyelid ticks ever so slightly occasionally.
you dont really notice unless i point it out, but its doing it right now, and it can
be so damn annoying....grrrrrr.

so i wanna go do something, but am at a complete and total lose what
something is. waiting for my girltoy to get her arse over here from work, so
then...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

Mine, too! Ooohhh, I hate that! Usually I get so frustrated that I push on that muscle REALLY hard. I'll work for about 10 minutes. I knew a biology major in school that explained why that happened but I can't remember the reason now. Something about the muscle forgets to stop sending messages to the brain.

Try giving your girlfriend (girltoy is a *really* cute term) 3 options. Say, wanna go for pizza, sushi, or me. wink You never know what the response will be!

Wednesday Nov 06, 2002

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lalala...its one of those days where its so nasty outside you just want to curl up and be a lazy kittie.
of course, work came first, but now..it is time to become a vegatable...homework is done, dinner is being worked on (as soon as my lazy ass roommate goes and gets the ingredients)


so i make these elastic bracelets and necklaces and chokers and such....with...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

I agree. Rainy, cold, weather seeps into your bones. A day made to sit by the fire, drink red wine, and eat chocolate.

Can you "contact" me and send me the link for the page on ebay? Mmmm, chokers! I had to have lived during the French Revolution. Chokers get me every time.

My wife and I saw The Ring yesterday. Very good movie! Went on your recommendation. Do you think it would have been better if they had ended the movie when the mother was in the shower?

Sunday Nov 03, 2002

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so...i wrote this big long journal entry last nite, and it didnt go through or something..but by that time,
my pain medicine was beginning to work, so i went to bed.
my back is finally starting to feel slightly better...on friday, i woke, to find that i couldnt get out of bed.
now...when i say ..couldnt get out of bed, i mean i could not...
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possession09:
btw: the new SG girlie...Bijou...is absolutely gorgeous....beautiful...amazing...
g_felix:
Hey possession09,

Great!! Glad to hear you are feeling better!

Do you ever listen to Jimmy Buffet? "I think I have cabin fever! I just shot 6 holes in my freezer!" Ha

Here's wishing to your good health! Ask your girlfriend to give you an easy back massage with some mentholated ointment. Double bonus!

Thursday Oct 31, 2002

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look oh look ...i now have friends...arent i special.
well.....my back is still killing me, probably because despite dr's orders,
i went to work today. i had too. i am a boss, and there are certain things that
only i can do....and since my job revolves around keeping a household happy and running smoothly for
4 disabled people...i felt the obligation.
believe me ..if i...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

I would have counted you as special before you had friends! (I'd have even said that without my name being up there!) :-)

Don't you hate being the boss sometimes? Having to be the responsible one? That's why you get paid the big bucks, right? Ha!

Seriously though, your sense of responsibility for those you counsel is admirable.

Have fun chilling! I like those weekends. Don't get many of them, but I like them!

Take care!
apathy_activist:
mmmMMMMmmmm... chilling...

Tuesday Oct 29, 2002

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so yeah. i just spend FOREVER in an emergency room just to be given pain medicine and muscle relaxers and told to come back in a few days if my back still hurts.
ha. what kind of joke is that. he didnt even look at my back. im not kidding you folks...
geeeeez.
at least the pain pills are working dandy right now...im on the...
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possession09:
ps. i realized that my new pic is of me with absolutely none of my facial peircings in.....so my next goal in life is take a picture with them all in,
and manage to get the damn thing up without having a minor crisis.
ill let you know how it goes...
g_felix:
Hey possession09,

Just remember that 1/2 of all doctors graduated in the bottom of their class.

Are you ok? What happened? Hope you wake up feeling better!

Monday Oct 28, 2002

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i got it! i got it!! its on my page....hahaahahahahahahha

i dont know why that makes me this happy but it does!

yahoo!

i know, im a dork.
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,

Fantastic!! Wow! Great pic!

You are not a dork! It should make you happy. It only took me about 2 weeks to get my first pic up!
apathy_activist:
actually, you're not a dork at all. a dork is someone who can figure out your problem and fix it within 12 seconds, but has no idea what the outside of his house looks like.
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