okay..so someone guessed silence...and althought that is one of my favorite songs..
thats not it. the song that i told you about is an older song of dear sarah..
and suiciety baby, i gave you the clue..it was in my last entry..BUT if you need another one let me know,
and i will give one tomorrow...
so yeah.
cookies (real warm yummy) cookies to anyone...
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thats not it. the song that i told you about is an older song of dear sarah..
and suiciety baby, i gave you the clue..it was in my last entry..BUT if you need another one let me know,
and i will give one tomorrow...
so yeah.
cookies (real warm yummy) cookies to anyone...
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glamerdork:
hey-- I'm so sorry I never resized your pics for you. I accidently deleted the message and couldn't find you again. If you want me to fix them still, please send the pics n'd stuff to redfingerpaint@hotmail.com and I'll see what i can do.
i was going to type something that would of probably have gotten eighty billion pissy comments, so instead im just going to think it, and if anyone really gives a shit..they can ask and ill tell them..
how do you like them apples.
clue of the day: everyone has to live their fucking life the way that they want to...regardless of how the fuck you...
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how do you like them apples.
clue of the day: everyone has to live their fucking life the way that they want to...regardless of how the fuck you...
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letigre:
i would like one of your cookies. ehee
suiciety:
okay so posteed before i actually read your journal. i will get your damn cookie if its the last thing i do. that clue will be all i need. by the way this is me asking.
i love dreads. dreads on men, but dreads on women are better.
this journal article will be dedicated to dreads...yes it will.
there are all shapes and sizes..all have character....some nasty some mean...
some too neat almost to the point of perfection..some choose adornments, some choose to remain natural...
most are loved dearly......
dear dreads.....lmao. what the hell am i rambling on about...
anyways...if i...
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this journal article will be dedicated to dreads...yes it will.
there are all shapes and sizes..all have character....some nasty some mean...
some too neat almost to the point of perfection..some choose adornments, some choose to remain natural...
most are loved dearly......
dear dreads.....lmao. what the hell am i rambling on about...
anyways...if i...
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suiciety:
i am doing research tonight probly. but what would i have to do to get this clue from you?
suiciety:
i'll be your friend! =o)
no?...... okay... =o)
no?...... okay... =o)
i love it that i wake early and both my roommates sleep late..
my one roommate does nothing but watch tv.......so then the tv noise comes on.
my other roommate always has tons of people coming in and out....
busy busy bees.
i, on the other hand...the girl that does not like tv, and could probably go a few weeks without social interaction...like
it when...
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my one roommate does nothing but watch tv.......so then the tv noise comes on.
my other roommate always has tons of people coming in and out....
busy busy bees.
i, on the other hand...the girl that does not like tv, and could probably go a few weeks without social interaction...like
it when...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I'm a morning person, too. Morning quiet is better than any other quiet time. It's the best time to get your thoughts in order.
I'm a morning person, too. Morning quiet is better than any other quiet time. It's the best time to get your thoughts in order.
suiciety:
I WILL get this cookie! =o). i will just listen and listen untill a song clicks.
so how do you know when enough really is enough?
how do you know for sure when you it is time to walk away?
is there some bullshit meter that i am unaware of?
i do not think of myself as dependent, gullible ...perhaps my problem is that i am to
hopeful.
i hope that things will work out, i hope that things will change,...
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how do you know for sure when you it is time to walk away?
is there some bullshit meter that i am unaware of?
i do not think of myself as dependent, gullible ...perhaps my problem is that i am to
hopeful.
i hope that things will work out, i hope that things will change,...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I have a similar problem when I go to work and it's dark and I get off work and it's dark. I'll be happy when the 22nd of December is over. Damn shortest day of the year. Maybe it's the day before that I hate more. At least on the 22nd, you know that tomorrow will be a longer day.
My hope for you is that the "hope" never dries out. That would be a sad day indeed.
Keep away from the happy pills if you can. Drugged happy is not happiness for the soul. Fight depression any way you can though. Fight against that grey blanket that tries to smother your soul. Been there too often. I get it honestly though. My Mom was a suicide as so were one of her 1/2 brothers and one of her 1/2 sisters.
Find a reason to enjoy the season. Hang a wreath on your neighbor's door when they are not home. Don't leave a note or anything. Stomp out cuss words in the snow in your neighbor's yard. Definitely don't leave a note there!
Do *something* to make you smile.
One thing is for sure! Time will pass. It's pretty certain that things will change, too.
Take Care!!!
I have a similar problem when I go to work and it's dark and I get off work and it's dark. I'll be happy when the 22nd of December is over. Damn shortest day of the year. Maybe it's the day before that I hate more. At least on the 22nd, you know that tomorrow will be a longer day.
My hope for you is that the "hope" never dries out. That would be a sad day indeed.
Keep away from the happy pills if you can. Drugged happy is not happiness for the soul. Fight depression any way you can though. Fight against that grey blanket that tries to smother your soul. Been there too often. I get it honestly though. My Mom was a suicide as so were one of her 1/2 brothers and one of her 1/2 sisters.
Find a reason to enjoy the season. Hang a wreath on your neighbor's door when they are not home. Don't leave a note or anything. Stomp out cuss words in the snow in your neighbor's yard. Definitely don't leave a note there!
Do *something* to make you smile.
One thing is for sure! Time will pass. It's pretty certain that things will change, too.
Take Care!!!
freyja__:
i think you know enough is enough when you are through sacrificing your own happiness in HOPES of one day reaching a point where you can be happy on a regular basis. when you give up a piece of yourself in the name of love and it makes you nothing more than miserable. give up when you KNOW you deserve better.
but you also have to be able to determine what makes you feel the way you do.. is it you? your actions? or is it your dependence on some other satisfaction to bring a smile to your heart.
winter time is a hibernation feeling time for most people. those who have the same affliction as you and even the ones who don't. i actually like to refer to it as the persephone condition.. sinking into the underworld for a period.
i hope you're smiling today.
but you also have to be able to determine what makes you feel the way you do.. is it you? your actions? or is it your dependence on some other satisfaction to bring a smile to your heart.
winter time is a hibernation feeling time for most people. those who have the same affliction as you and even the ones who don't. i actually like to refer to it as the persephone condition.. sinking into the underworld for a period.
i hope you're smiling today.
its all about managing.
managing time
managing money
managing school
managing my job
managing my social life
managing to eat sleep shit and occasionally smile.
and overall i think that i do well.
but i just cant manage everything. nope.
work, my staff, school work, home life, my love life (which at this point is hardly there do to lack of time on both our...
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managing time
managing money
managing school
managing my job
managing my social life
managing to eat sleep shit and occasionally smile.
and overall i think that i do well.
but i just cant manage everything. nope.
work, my staff, school work, home life, my love life (which at this point is hardly there do to lack of time on both our...
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jimnasty:
i saw that you commented to my bf a while back and wannted to answer your question. we go on this site to look at beautiful girls together. we love eachother but i sure do enjoy the female body.
jimnasty:
i saw that you commented to my bf a while back and wannted to answer your question. we go on this site to look at beautiful girls together. we love eachother but i sure do enjoy the female body.
i want to be a nomad.
i want to travel around, smoke pot and do odd jobs here and there...i want 0 and i mean 0
responsibility. i want freedom to do what i want when i want how i fucking want.
i want a house thats mine,a car that drives, a family that is not dysfunctional. i want all my bills paid on time...
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i want to travel around, smoke pot and do odd jobs here and there...i want 0 and i mean 0
responsibility. i want freedom to do what i want when i want how i fucking want.
i want a house thats mine,a car that drives, a family that is not dysfunctional. i want all my bills paid on time...
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possession09:
btw: has anyone seen or played the new sims game..the online one....
its a fucking hoot. i think i may addicted...im such a dork.
oh yes.....
dork dork i am.
its a fucking hoot. i think i may addicted...im such a dork.
oh yes.....
dork dork i am.
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Absolutely! Keep dreaming. Seriously! If you give up, it will never happen!
I want for you!
I am 36 now and it wasn't until this year that I could even give myself an "allowance" from each paycheck. Things will get better. Listen to fluxion. Just keep plugging away and all of your wants will come to you! (Well, except for the dysfunctional family thing. You gets what you gets in that department) (Ten years ago, I'd have traded families with you, no questions asked)
Absolutely! Keep dreaming. Seriously! If you give up, it will never happen!
I want for you!
I am 36 now and it wasn't until this year that I could even give myself an "allowance" from each paycheck. Things will get better. Listen to fluxion. Just keep plugging away and all of your wants will come to you! (Well, except for the dysfunctional family thing. You gets what you gets in that department) (Ten years ago, I'd have traded families with you, no questions asked)
i am no longer trapped.
yet....the words just wont come out.
yet....the words just wont come out.
inkvisitor:
i can relate...bleh
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I'm sorry. Give it time. Let me know if there is anything I can do! Seriously.
I'm sorry. Give it time. Let me know if there is anything I can do! Seriously.
im trapped.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...hahahhaha.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...hahahhaha.
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inkvisitor:
*elbowing my way ahead of G_FELIX*
haha
haha
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
*tripping fluxion and gaining ground*
I brought my skeleton keys!
*tripping fluxion and gaining ground*
I brought my skeleton keys!
i just got my hair cut....lalalallalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa
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inkvisitor:
oh please! send me a pic and i will make it work for you
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Same here! Send a pic and I will resize it for you. Although I am not sure why the last pic that I resized for you would not open for you. I thought I left it in .gif format. Hmmm, puzzler.
Same here! Send a pic and I will resize it for you. Although I am not sure why the last pic that I resized for you would not open for you. I thought I left it in .gif format. Hmmm, puzzler.