i am sitting at the edge, staring down at all the things that i must do,
must accomplish, want to create, dream....i am staring at all the many
decisions that i need to make soon.
and alls i feel like is staring.
i dont feel like jumping in yet. deciding the right or the other right..
i know that whatever i choose it wont be...
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must accomplish, want to create, dream....i am staring at all the many
decisions that i need to make soon.
and alls i feel like is staring.
i dont feel like jumping in yet. deciding the right or the other right..
i know that whatever i choose it wont be...
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i think i am going to break up with my girlfriend of three years.
it has been a long drawn out thing. and i have not done it, although i have
thought about it for awile. there are are few reasons why i have waited...
some good some bad....but at least i know what they are now.
but the point is. i think that it...
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it has been a long drawn out thing. and i have not done it, although i have
thought about it for awile. there are are few reasons why i have waited...
some good some bad....but at least i know what they are now.
but the point is. i think that it...
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hardluck5413:
By what you are writing, I think you need to do it. Break it off. Follow your heart. It's the shittiest feeling but you need to do what is best for you and what makes you happy.
optic16241:
whatever the decision, be strong.
why? why do i always want the difficult? the unattainable..well, maybe
not completely...but its challenging. HAHAHA..I always want a challenge.
ALways..
oh no. i cant take the easy way....
nope
that wouldnt be any fun.
i want a new picture up cause i look different now..can someone help please?
not completely...but its challenging. HAHAHA..I always want a challenge.
ALways..
oh no. i cant take the easy way....
nope
that wouldnt be any fun.
i want a new picture up cause i look different now..can someone help please?
dust:
It's human nature.
I think it's good to try and challenge yourself, to fall into apathy is the real problem, call me when that happens and we'll talk.
I think it's good to try and challenge yourself, to fall into apathy is the real problem, call me when that happens and we'll talk.
have you ever?
optic16241:
a few times.
but don't tell.
but don't tell.
decisions are being made.
things will change either one way or another. and it will be for the good
it may be sad at first. i may be angry, depressed, lonely,
numb. i may be happy, joyous....who knows.
how do YOu get over the what ifs? how do you get over that voice in your head
that questions your actions.
generally i follow my gut...
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things will change either one way or another. and it will be for the good
it may be sad at first. i may be angry, depressed, lonely,
numb. i may be happy, joyous....who knows.
how do YOu get over the what ifs? how do you get over that voice in your head
that questions your actions.
generally i follow my gut...
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optic16241:
i need more girls to flirt with me.
'cept i need to meet some first.
anyway, lately i've tried to limit the 'what ifs' by trying to actually do bold things...you know...that things you wish you could have but never did.
of course last night there was a 'i should've done that' scenario but i didn't. at least i was aware of my missed opportunity a few minutes later.
oh well. sometimes missed opportunities are a good thing after some deep thought on the matter.
or maybe that's just a good way to make excuses.
'cept i need to meet some first.
anyway, lately i've tried to limit the 'what ifs' by trying to actually do bold things...you know...that things you wish you could have but never did.
of course last night there was a 'i should've done that' scenario but i didn't. at least i was aware of my missed opportunity a few minutes later.
oh well. sometimes missed opportunities are a good thing after some deep thought on the matter.
or maybe that's just a good way to make excuses.
inkvisitor:
it's funny because the what-ifs are both the things that make life interesting and enjoyable as well as dreadful and depressing...
just gather in your arms what you know you need for survival (concrete or metaphorical) and go full speed and don't look back!
just gather in your arms what you know you need for survival (concrete or metaphorical) and go full speed and don't look back!
im about to head out to go out for new years.....
have you ever dated someone, been girlfriends or boyfriends with someone, but
yet still feel as if you are single? i mean trully feel as if you are not really dating someone?
is that possible? how does that happen. what does it all mean?
hehehe
what the fuck ever.
have a good new years....
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have you ever dated someone, been girlfriends or boyfriends with someone, but
yet still feel as if you are single? i mean trully feel as if you are not really dating someone?
is that possible? how does that happen. what does it all mean?
hehehe
what the fuck ever.
have a good new years....
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possession09:
so now.
my hair cut is different, so is my hair colour.....fare thee well, blonde hair,
your too high maintenaince for me.
my hair cut is different, so is my hair colour.....fare thee well, blonde hair,
your too high maintenaince for me.
ktinhouston:
Sometimes the magic is there, sometimes it isn't. It sounds too simple to be true. Follow the magic.
What's it all about, Alfie?
Kilgore
What's it all about, Alfie?
Kilgore
so yeah.
there is this girl in my living room right now, chilling out with my roomie.
waiting for my roomies girl to come so they can go out or something..
wow.
shes really hot.
there is this girl in my living room right now, chilling out with my roomie.
waiting for my roomies girl to come so they can go out or something..
wow.
shes really hot.
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cadeuce:
I wish I had a living room................and a hot girl.....or twelve. Anyone know where the island of Trukk is? Neither do I , but the Navy sent my ass here and I am incredibly jealous of all of you! aargh! lol.
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Well....I have a living room, and I think my wife is a hottie, too.
Well....I have a living room, and I think my wife is a hottie, too.
sometimes..no matter how much you try and excuse someones mistake, it still bites you in the ass.
that goes for your own mistakes too of course. we all do things that when we look back
seconds, minutes, sometimes years later we a shake our heads, get the sweats, laugh nervously, or blush..
sometimes we feel guilt, or a complete absence of guilt, sometimes we dont...
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that goes for your own mistakes too of course. we all do things that when we look back
seconds, minutes, sometimes years later we a shake our heads, get the sweats, laugh nervously, or blush..
sometimes we feel guilt, or a complete absence of guilt, sometimes we dont...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Perfection is unattainable. Perfection is what we wished we had done. Perfection is how we would do things differently next time. It is simply our goal in learning.
Ah, but what do I know. I believe in God and believe that God is perfect.
Perfection is unattainable. Perfection is what we wished we had done. Perfection is how we would do things differently next time. It is simply our goal in learning.
Ah, but what do I know. I believe in God and believe that God is perfect.
possession09:
this is the american heritages longwinded explaination of perfect:
1. Lacking nothing essential
2. being w/o defect or blemish : a perfect specimen
3. completely suited fora particular purpose; ideal
4. accurate, exact
5. complete, utter: a perfect fool
6. Gram. Of or constituting a verb form of expressing action completed
prior to a fixed point of reference in time.
THEY FORGoT
7. unattainable
1. Lacking nothing essential
2. being w/o defect or blemish : a perfect specimen
3. completely suited fora particular purpose; ideal
4. accurate, exact
5. complete, utter: a perfect fool
6. Gram. Of or constituting a verb form of expressing action completed
prior to a fixed point of reference in time.
THEY FORGoT
7. unattainable
so my mother got me this amazing thing for my bathtub for xmas
you know one of those jacuzzi bubble makers..
so i was set
had my book ( the waterproof book AQUA)
had candleshad a drink
had smokes
HAD Everything
so i crawl in nice hot water....
turn the beast on..
and almost drowned myself laughing hysterically.
OBVIOUSLY it wasnt meant for a regular...
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you know one of those jacuzzi bubble makers..
so i was set
had my book ( the waterproof book AQUA)
had candleshad a drink
had smokes
HAD Everything
so i crawl in nice hot water....
turn the beast on..
and almost drowned myself laughing hysterically.
OBVIOUSLY it wasnt meant for a regular...
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i am soooooooooooo glad that christmas is over....
i hope everyone had a good one.
suiciety?? have you figured it out yet?
i hope everyone had a good one.
suiciety?? have you figured it out yet?
If you are going to sit and stare, at least put the TV on so the others will not think you are strange!
1. Never trust a car that will not get you from point A to point B. Get rid of it. Get another gas guzzling bronco. Get rid of it.
2. Why would you want to? Do you feel that breaking up is inevitable? Do you want to be the one that chooses? If you can work things out, work them out. If you can't, well, end things quickly. I really hope you can work things out, though.
3. More $$$? Better position? Would it be a nice change?
4. Don't stop. The longer you are out, the harder it is to go back. Don't get out of the rhythm if you can help it. The sole exception is if you are so burnt out that you would rather the world end than go back.
I had an 8-ball. It never gave me the answer I wanted.
Try putting a blanket over the cage. They are supposed to get quiet in the dark, right?
Hope you have a great night!