i have this dream ...but it isnt just a sleepy dream..its been brewing in my soul for years...
i think that i had forgotten it. lost it among bitterness, then complacency...
i think that it was resting...it is not an easy dream. it is not something easy accomplished, nor should it be too hard
it is something that cannot be bought, stole, or borrowed. it...
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i think that i had forgotten it. lost it among bitterness, then complacency...
i think that it was resting...it is not an easy dream. it is not something easy accomplished, nor should it be too hard
it is something that cannot be bought, stole, or borrowed. it...
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so part II of the adventure i am one with my new friend...
we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it...
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we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I am really
really happy for you!
I am really
really happy for you!so i doubt anyone cares, BUT since i started the story ..i might as well continue it.
my friend, you the know the one that was causing all that drama two entries ago,
calmed down, and admitted that she was being 1. immature
2. selfish, and 3. irrational. i in return admitted that yes, you may still have
feelings for this girl. at the same...
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my friend, you the know the one that was causing all that drama two entries ago,
calmed down, and admitted that she was being 1. immature
2. selfish, and 3. irrational. i in return admitted that yes, you may still have
feelings for this girl. at the same...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Don't you hate it when you are the only "adult" at the party?
If your new friend makes you "excited", make more plans with her!
Don't you hate it when you are the only "adult" at the party?
If your new friend makes you "excited", make more plans with her!
it doesnt really matter, perspectives are different when you look through things
in someone elses shoes.
what i feel say do, may offend you and you and you...
but dont you dare worry, i wont feel blue.
not me, not you.
i am not going to come unglued
hehehe
in someone elses shoes.
what i feel say do, may offend you and you and you...
but dont you dare worry, i wont feel blue.
not me, not you.
i am not going to come unglued
hehehe
okay now that i have vented, its all goood.
inkvisitor:
glad to hear it
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I'm glad you shared with us! I'm more glad that you feel better.
Do what makes YOU happy. You are the only person that You have to answer to in the long run. If you are happy with this girl, then see her. Friends or otherwise. If your 19 year old friend has a problem with that, then she can deal with it.
Not having fun for 5 years and then having a great time with someone has to be like a drowning person coming up for air. Don't give that up! Don't sink down again. Promise?
I'm glad you shared with us! I'm more glad that you feel better.
Do what makes YOU happy. You are the only person that You have to answer to in the long run. If you are happy with this girl, then see her. Friends or otherwise. If your 19 year old friend has a problem with that, then she can deal with it.
Not having fun for 5 years and then having a great time with someone has to be like a drowning person coming up for air. Don't give that up! Don't sink down again. Promise?
so let me tell you a little story:
i have this friend....she is by far the youngest friend that i can handle. im not saying im an old fart, but
the majority of people who i am friends with are a bit older (if not quite a bit)
i am happy this way.
but this little girl came into my life, and she is fun,...
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i have this friend....she is by far the youngest friend that i can handle. im not saying im an old fart, but
the majority of people who i am friends with are a bit older (if not quite a bit)
i am happy this way.
but this little girl came into my life, and she is fun,...
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i am so pissed off at a really good friend of mine right now.
she thinks that im over it.....but im not. i did not tell her i was over..
she just assumed when actually, i am pretty pissed off.
im sick of little girl, lesbian drama. im fucking 24 years old and i dont
need this shit.
she thinks that im over it.....but im not. i did not tell her i was over..
she just assumed when actually, i am pretty pissed off.
im sick of little girl, lesbian drama. im fucking 24 years old and i dont
need this shit.
holdensolo:
Hell yeah! Tell the bitch what for!!
sometimes things are just so hard.
my girlfriend and i (of 3 years) broke up today. well, at least i think
that was did. the end of the phone call was us both crying and i really dont know...
she said "i think we should break up" im pretty sure that that constitutes as breaking up.
see the thing is this: typically, relationships break up...
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my girlfriend and i (of 3 years) broke up today. well, at least i think
that was did. the end of the phone call was us both crying and i really dont know...
she said "i think we should break up" im pretty sure that that constitutes as breaking up.
see the thing is this: typically, relationships break up...
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so the bastard stood me up. the damn hyundia dealer was supposed to call me, YET..
the day has gone by and he has not called.
damn him. i suppose i will call tomorrow...i am not very patience about certain things..
Question of the day>>>>>>>>
how can you tell when someone likes you?
the day has gone by and he has not called.
damn him. i suppose i will call tomorrow...i am not very patience about certain things..
Question of the day>>>>>>>>
how can you tell when someone likes you?
hopin and wishin, and prayin....lalalllalalallaa..
wanna buy a car, hope the credit thingy will go through, i will know tomorrow..
hopin about a lot of things.....
wanna buy a car, hope the credit thingy will go through, i will know tomorrow..
hopin about a lot of things.....
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I'm hoping, wishing, and praying right along with you!
I'm convinced that some things in this world will never change unless forced to. With that in mind, I'm doing my part to force the world to go to clean fuel by driving a gas guzzling vehicle myself. A '96 Chevy Impala. And for the icing on the cake: A '67 Ford F350 flatbed. HA! We'll have to go to *clean* fuels in just a couple of years!!!
I'm hoping, wishing, and praying right along with you!
I'm convinced that some things in this world will never change unless forced to. With that in mind, I'm doing my part to force the world to go to clean fuel by driving a gas guzzling vehicle myself. A '96 Chevy Impala. And for the icing on the cake: A '67 Ford F350 flatbed. HA! We'll have to go to *clean* fuels in just a couple of years!!!
If there is anyone that I have ever met that is strong enough to take your advise, it's you.
Realizing what the problem *is* exactly is 9/10ths the battle.
I was watching a show one day about men and women in the profession of stunt-person. One guy was basically freefalling off a tall building, he was attached to a small wire that was designed to stop him in the last 10 feet.
He said that he wanted to live. However, he said that if this was the end of his time on earth and he died doing this stunt, that they would have to pick gravel out of his eyeballs. He was going to face his end and his fears.
I really like that attitude. Lord, just give me the strength to face the direction I need to go. I can't go there if I can't face it. Once I can face my dream, then I will worry about the strength to move forward.
Thanks for the poke in the ribs. It's time to get moving, huh?