possession09

so i completely see now, why gfriends typically end a relationship with a fight, or with a huge disaggreement, or whatever can keep them away from each other
for months at end. its called recuperation (did i spell that right..grrr) time.
its really weird to be around my ex.
she knows me better than anyone
she is really beautiful
i know her better than anyone.
she is my safety zone....

maybe it would be better to be different states or something....
but why do i get that little voice in the back of my head that says "well, maybe.....{
damn voices....
damn colds
damn insomnia...