so part II of the adventure i am one with my new friend...
we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it will work.
after we went tooling around, we came back to my house and watched a movie and random tv until 1am
even tho we both had to work this morning (her starting a job that she got when i introduced her to a friend of mine)
so then she went home..
and i sat for a few, and my roomie came home, and looked at me and said, this is the happiest ive seen you in FOEVER>
well shes only known me for a few years....so when i started thinking about it. its not that i havent been happy over hte years, but
this is the first time in 5 years that someone has influenced this happiness i feel. i have not been
this smiley, this giddy in so long. in such a very very long time.
my little friend is not talking to me now.....i havent spoke to her in 2 days..i dont really care tho.
i mean i care that my littel friend is showing her ass so much right now..cause up until now i thought that she was
a really good person. and she still is, but most definitely her ass is showing...she said something to my roomie last nite,
that really makes me look at her in a different light..
i wish that i hadnt found out about it.
but i have, and like all things..i plan on storing it in my head...i dont gossip, i dont need to confront....i dont really
care all that much. but im storing it away so that way i can remember that my good little friend, may not be THAT good
of a friend after all. i hate when that happens.
you know one thing that i am proud of myself for is the fact that i am
open and honest about what i am feeling and what my intentions are.
i didnt used to be when i was my lil friends age. but at my age i have realized that ..
well i just am. and sometimes it shocks people...cause i say things that
others think, but dont say...
but thats how i am.
llalalalla..i wonder if she will call today.
ade
we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it will work.
after we went tooling around, we came back to my house and watched a movie and random tv until 1am
even tho we both had to work this morning (her starting a job that she got when i introduced her to a friend of mine)
so then she went home..
and i sat for a few, and my roomie came home, and looked at me and said, this is the happiest ive seen you in FOEVER>
well shes only known me for a few years....so when i started thinking about it. its not that i havent been happy over hte years, but
this is the first time in 5 years that someone has influenced this happiness i feel. i have not been
this smiley, this giddy in so long. in such a very very long time.
my little friend is not talking to me now.....i havent spoke to her in 2 days..i dont really care tho.
i mean i care that my littel friend is showing her ass so much right now..cause up until now i thought that she was
a really good person. and she still is, but most definitely her ass is showing...she said something to my roomie last nite,
that really makes me look at her in a different light..
i wish that i hadnt found out about it.
but i have, and like all things..i plan on storing it in my head...i dont gossip, i dont need to confront....i dont really
care all that much. but im storing it away so that way i can remember that my good little friend, may not be THAT good
of a friend after all. i hate when that happens.
you know one thing that i am proud of myself for is the fact that i am
open and honest about what i am feeling and what my intentions are.
i didnt used to be when i was my lil friends age. but at my age i have realized that ..
well i just am. and sometimes it shocks people...cause i say things that
others think, but dont say...
but thats how i am.
llalalalla..i wonder if she will call today.
ade
I am really