Monday Jan 06, 2003

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i am sitting at the edge, staring down at all the things that i must do,
must accomplish, want to create, dream....i am staring at all the many
decisions that i need to make soon.

and alls i feel like is staring.
i dont feel like jumping in yet. deciding the right or the other right..
i know that whatever i choose it wont be wrong...just different.

decisions that i need to make now (but are continuously putting off for some reason)
1. do i sell my shitty ass bronco which is highly unreliable and get a car..
akkk. i dont want to. that is my decision. I DONT WANT TO I SCREAM.
i love my money guzzling big ass ill hurt you bronco...I LOVE IT>
yet...it does not love me.

2. do i break up with my girl of 3 years?

3. do i take the change in job sites that my bosses boss offered me.

4. do i go back to school now...or do i wait..give a semester to breathe..

ahh...i need one of those 8 balls...you know that have the little thing in it that
tells you answers to the most important questions in your life.

at least it would be some sort of decision.

btw. if anyone else out there in the WHOLE freaking SG world,
happens to own a parrot...
IS THERE ANY WAY TO QUIET THE DARN THING DOWN?? even for a few
minutes...i love him, dont get me wrong...but damn...

g_felix:
Hey possession09,

If you are going to sit and stare, at least put the TV on so the others will not think you are strange! wink

1. Never trust a car that will not get you from point A to point B. Get rid of it. Get another gas guzzling bronco. Get rid of it.

2. Why would you want to? Do you feel that breaking up is inevitable? Do you want to be the one that chooses? If you can work things out, work them out. If you can't, well, end things quickly. I really hope you can work things out, though.

3. More $$$? Better position? Would it be a nice change?

4. Don't stop. The longer you are out, the harder it is to go back. Don't get out of the rhythm if you can help it. The sole exception is if you are so burnt out that you would rather the world end than go back.

I had an 8-ball. It never gave me the answer I wanted.

Try putting a blanket over the cage. They are supposed to get quiet in the dark, right?

Hope you have a great night!
yurippitys:
Hmm, I dont own a parrot but you might try giving him some alchy. Maybe all he needs is a good drink to calm his nerves and get him thinkin for himself instead of repeating everything else he hears. That would be scary though nonetheless if he started coming up with intelligent and understandable sentences on his own and then he probably wouldnt shut up again so scratch that idea. Try putting a black sheet over his cage so he thinks its night time and will go to sleep. I saw that on Discovery Channel one time. Good luck!

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