decisions are being made.
things will change either one way or another. and it will be for the good
it may be sad at first. i may be angry, depressed, lonely,
numb. i may be happy, joyous....who knows.
how do YOu get over the what ifs? how do you get over that voice in your head
that questions your actions.
generally i follow my gut feeling. but what happens when the indecision runs so
deep that it affects the gut feeling?
what do you do when the choice you have to make is
entirely way to difficult and important to you?
you know what is funny? i ask all this, but i have been in this spot before...
and honestly i do not regret anything i have done in my life yet....
there are a few unmentionables. that make me go eek. but honestly nothing
that i wish i could change, take back, rearrange..
so what do you do?
how do you know?
things will change either one way or another. and it will be for the good
it may be sad at first. i may be angry, depressed, lonely,
numb. i may be happy, joyous....who knows.
how do YOu get over the what ifs? how do you get over that voice in your head
that questions your actions.
generally i follow my gut feeling. but what happens when the indecision runs so
deep that it affects the gut feeling?
what do you do when the choice you have to make is
entirely way to difficult and important to you?
you know what is funny? i ask all this, but i have been in this spot before...
and honestly i do not regret anything i have done in my life yet....
there are a few unmentionables. that make me go eek. but honestly nothing
that i wish i could change, take back, rearrange..
so what do you do?
how do you know?
'cept i need to meet some first.
anyway, lately i've tried to limit the 'what ifs' by trying to actually do bold things...you know...that things you wish you could have but never did.
of course last night there was a 'i should've done that' scenario but i didn't. at least i was aware of my missed opportunity a few minutes later.
oh well. sometimes missed opportunities are a good thing after some deep thought on the matter.
or maybe that's just a good way to make excuses.
just gather in your arms what you know you need for survival (concrete or metaphorical) and go full speed and don't look back!