possession09

so..being that i am studying psychology, i should probably take the advice (knowledge) of the docters i have learned from, but i cant seem too. heres the advice: if you want something or like someone/something ALOT ( and i mean to an extreme) chances are you should walk away.

so i should probably follow that right?? what is that strange thing when you meet someone and they just suddenly strike you, effect you, make you breathless....what is that shit? when i was younger (and oh so much more innocent) i used to believe that when someone makes that kind of connection with you it must mean something special.

well i sure was proven wrong about that...so now im just sittin here wondering what that is all about...and is it possible to actually share that effect and share something amazing from it. man, i have this feeling that my luck has been pretty bad or something...or something..im not sure. im a pretty optimistic person, and in the back of my head,i keep thinking that there is a possiblity
that there can be that wonderful spark but have good things follow it....

wouldnt that be nice....?? riiight.. something to dream about...lol
goodnite all.