its in these odd moments of unrest.
i find myself in a mood that has a motion of a swing, or maybe a
teeter-totter. i dont know why im so pissed, but i feel pissed, and i could
inevitably come up with thousands of reasons to be angry, and each one
feels like a little pin prick.
my attention span is beyond small at this point and i really cannot seem to focus
on anything but everything. what is this state of mind i am in? everything is in spurts, even this entry.
i feel as if i have too much energy so i drive it out...working out, reading, napping, working, going to school..go go go..
and its still there....this evernagging feeling that at this moment, even tho i am doing all i can to promote onward motion
my world has come to a standstill.
phooey on all this.
i find myself in a mood that has a motion of a swing, or maybe a
teeter-totter. i dont know why im so pissed, but i feel pissed, and i could
inevitably come up with thousands of reasons to be angry, and each one
feels like a little pin prick.
my attention span is beyond small at this point and i really cannot seem to focus
on anything but everything. what is this state of mind i am in? everything is in spurts, even this entry.
i feel as if i have too much energy so i drive it out...working out, reading, napping, working, going to school..go go go..
and its still there....this evernagging feeling that at this moment, even tho i am doing all i can to promote onward motion
my world has come to a standstill.
phooey on all this.
wisp:
*hug* Sorry to be potentially boosy, but maybe then you shouldn't try so hard. Just come to a complete stop, check the state of your carry on baggage...and maybe then you will have a better idea what is making you feel this way...