possession09

i keep thinking that there is something i should do, something i could do
to change the situation. to make things turn out good...i know that i have
no control over this, i know that really all i can do now is sit here and watch
and see what happens. i wonder what is going to happen.
i know whatever happens is going to happen no matter what.
i just wish that it would get done and over so i can think about something else
for a change.
i cant wait till i leave. in 3 days i will be up in the mountains listening to
AWESOME music and surrounded by utter beauty. when i come home,
i will be immediately moving into my new place. ALONE
no roomies~~~~ yahoo.

my life is moving and i am moving with it. i just wish i knew what
was going to happen with her.