possession09

has anyone ever read the book "the notebook"??? its by far one of the
best written beautiful books ive ever laid eyes on. its a love story, but
its honest love. its the ups, the downs, the hopes the dreams,
the pain. its so fucking beautiful. i have a copy that is dog eared and highlighted
and i love it.
today i re read it for about the 100th time. i needed to cry.
we all have those days.
i miss my girl that isnt even my girl. we havent been able to be alone
in two days, and we both are feeling it, which is scary since
we are not even gfriends AND well....if youve kept up with my
drama..you know the story.
i figure that i after this week, i am going to have to run myself
ragged for a while. otherwise the sleepless nites and frazzled days
will take over. in "the notebook" he talks of ghosts and
how they follow you. not all of them are bad..but they are still ghosts..
ghosts.
i hope that that is not what she will turn into next week.