possession09

well. this weekend was pretty much hell. i walked out of my house sat. morning to
go to dj a pool party, and found that my stereo had been stolen out of my car...
honestly i didnt even get pissed because i was so sick. so sick that sat. nite i ended up in the emergency ward.
so now its monday, and i have a bunch of bruises ..i look like a drug abuser...im starting
to feel better...but still not at my "top form" whatever the fuck that is.

the girl that i am madly hoping wishing(((???))) called last nite, and came home
a day early to hang out with me...sadly tho, i couldnt hang out because i was so sick...

thats okay tho. today is better. at least im not doubled over anymore.

and you know about my last entry....i really dont understand how a person couldnt take that chance...
love feels so fucking good...its better than any drug..its better than any food...
its so beautiful...

yeah..im rambling..must be the numerous drugs the docters have me on now...

talk to you soon.

ade