im sleepy. i think maybe i should go back to bed, where there is this beautiful girl sleeping, but i just cant seem to do it.
work has me programed...yuck. i get up regardless of what time i went to bed (500a) no later than 830a. the only ttime i can sleep in anymore is if
i went out the nite prior and got ripping...
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work has me programed...yuck. i get up regardless of what time i went to bed (500a) no later than 830a. the only ttime i can sleep in anymore is if
i went out the nite prior and got ripping...
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today was a good day. it was one of those days where you feel like
you actually accomplished something......and for me the ever mult-tasker
that is quite an achievement..
ummm ...what else? the girl thing is going pretty good....actually im not going
to lie..its pretty damn great. which is really SUPER cool...cause i havent had
this much fun in years ...and im not exagarating when...
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you actually accomplished something......and for me the ever mult-tasker
that is quite an achievement..
ummm ...what else? the girl thing is going pretty good....actually im not going
to lie..its pretty damn great. which is really SUPER cool...cause i havent had
this much fun in years ...and im not exagarating when...
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grrlhavoc:
damnit hurry up on those pics 
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Things are going good here, too!
I'm happy for you!
Things are going good here, too!
I'm happy for you!
lalallallalalla....
i have nothing of importance to say...
so there.
ade
i have nothing of importance to say...
so there.
ade
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Of course you do!
Of course you do!
hastwothumbs:
Yeah, but, really, who does?
As long as what you say is somewhat interesting, no one will care.
As long as what you say is somewhat interesting, no one will care.
thank you for all the help with the picture that i will have soon...im trying to decide wether to wait till my
dreads are done or just take the darn picture now...lol...decisions decisions..
i am happy.
i hope you are too.
ade
dreads are done or just take the darn picture now...lol...decisions decisions..
i am happy.
i hope you are too.
ade
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
That is an EASY decision. Take a picture now AND take a picture later!!
I'd be happy to help with your picture as well, you should have my email address already.
That is an EASY decision. Take a picture now AND take a picture later!!
I'd be happy to help with your picture as well, you should have my email address already.
grrlhavoc:
Hello to you to
lalalla
so i just went to lunch with one of my closest friends down here..and i realized that
i am so strange right now. what is happening to me?
i normally am a very (VERY) quiet person when it comes to my personal life...even with close friends...they have
to pull drag and punch it out of me....something that annoys my 2 best friends of over 10...
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i am so strange right now. what is happening to me?
i normally am a very (VERY) quiet person when it comes to my personal life...even with close friends...they have
to pull drag and punch it out of me....something that annoys my 2 best friends of over 10...
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grrlhavoc:
you can email me your pic if u want.....Grrlhavoc@aol.com....im not that good at fixing them but i seem to get mine to work....
apathy_activist:
i emailed you.. i know i can help with your pic. i did it before.
ME
yep. that is all i have to say!!!!!
well the fairy tale has got to end sometime but until then...
yep. that is all i have to say!!!!!
well the fairy tale has got to end sometime but until then...
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hazardstar2:
...you're beautiful... (blushes)
grrlhavoc:
Ohhhhh i will get them back...i have a loud girlfriend and htey are probably homophobic so they will be well irritated

so if anyone has been following the madness of my life they know that there is this certain girl that has absolutely amazed me...captivated me...enraptured me....well to cut to the chase..i could be in trouble here. lol...
my new friend ended up coming to detroit with me...for a week. the only thing is that she is going to visit her recently ex gfriend to get...
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my new friend ended up coming to detroit with me...for a week. the only thing is that she is going to visit her recently ex gfriend to get...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you,
It is yours.
If it does not come back,
It never was meant to be.
Don't you hate playing by the rules? Tip the scales in your favor. Surprise her with something romantic when she gets home.
My fingers are crossed for you!!
If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you,
It is yours.
If it does not come back,
It never was meant to be.
Don't you hate playing by the rules? Tip the scales in your favor. Surprise her with something romantic when she gets home.
My fingers are crossed for you!!
1_dying_wish:
hey G, isn't that saying from that movie, you know, the one with demi moore and woody?
anyway, 09, hope you get the girl!
anyway, 09, hope you get the girl!
i have this dream ...but it isnt just a sleepy dream..its been brewing in my soul for years...
i think that i had forgotten it. lost it among bitterness, then complacency...
i think that it was resting...it is not an easy dream. it is not something easy accomplished, nor should it be too hard
it is something that cannot be bought, stole, or borrowed. it...
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i think that i had forgotten it. lost it among bitterness, then complacency...
i think that it was resting...it is not an easy dream. it is not something easy accomplished, nor should it be too hard
it is something that cannot be bought, stole, or borrowed. it...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
If there is anyone that I have ever met that is strong enough to take your advise, it's you.
Realizing what the problem *is* exactly is 9/10ths the battle.
I was watching a show one day about men and women in the profession of stunt-person. One guy was basically freefalling off a tall building, he was attached to a small wire that was designed to stop him in the last 10 feet.
He said that he wanted to live. However, he said that if this was the end of his time on earth and he died doing this stunt, that they would have to pick gravel out of his eyeballs. He was going to face his end and his fears.
I really like that attitude. Lord, just give me the strength to face the direction I need to go. I can't go there if I can't face it. Once I can face my dream, then I will worry about the strength to move forward.
Thanks for the poke in the ribs. It's time to get moving, huh?
If there is anyone that I have ever met that is strong enough to take your advise, it's you.
Realizing what the problem *is* exactly is 9/10ths the battle.
I was watching a show one day about men and women in the profession of stunt-person. One guy was basically freefalling off a tall building, he was attached to a small wire that was designed to stop him in the last 10 feet.
He said that he wanted to live. However, he said that if this was the end of his time on earth and he died doing this stunt, that they would have to pick gravel out of his eyeballs. He was going to face his end and his fears.
I really like that attitude. Lord, just give me the strength to face the direction I need to go. I can't go there if I can't face it. Once I can face my dream, then I will worry about the strength to move forward.
Thanks for the poke in the ribs. It's time to get moving, huh?
so part II of the adventure i am one with my new friend...
we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it...
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we went tooling around doing absolutely nothing of consequence
really. she had taken over taking care of my fish, mr. fishy, who once again
is ill. he has something that i called dropsy. he looks like he is about to explode...
but my new friend is taking good care of him...hopefully it...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I am really
really
happy for you!
I am really
so i doubt anyone cares, BUT since i started the story ..i might as well continue it.
my friend, you the know the one that was causing all that drama two entries ago,
calmed down, and admitted that she was being 1. immature
2. selfish, and 3. irrational. i in return admitted that yes, you may still have
feelings for this girl. at the same...
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my friend, you the know the one that was causing all that drama two entries ago,
calmed down, and admitted that she was being 1. immature
2. selfish, and 3. irrational. i in return admitted that yes, you may still have
feelings for this girl. at the same...
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g_felix:
Hey possession09,
Don't you hate it when you are the only "adult" at the party?
If your new friend makes you "excited", make more plans with her!
Don't you hate it when you are the only "adult" at the party?
If your new friend makes you "excited", make more plans with her!
it doesnt really matter, perspectives are different when you look through things
in someone elses shoes.
what i feel say do, may offend you and you and you...
but dont you dare worry, i wont feel blue.
not me, not you.
i am not going to come unglued
hehehe
in someone elses shoes.
what i feel say do, may offend you and you and you...
but dont you dare worry, i wont feel blue.
not me, not you.
i am not going to come unglued
hehehe
okay now that i have vented, its all goood.
inkvisitor:
glad to hear it 
g_felix:
Hey possession09,
I'm glad you shared with us! I'm more glad that you feel better.
Do what makes YOU happy. You are the only person that You have to answer to in the long run. If you are happy with this girl, then see her. Friends or otherwise. If your 19 year old friend has a problem with that, then she can deal with it.
Not having fun for 5 years and then having a great time with someone has to be like a drowning person coming up for air. Don't give that up! Don't sink down again. Promise?
I'm glad you shared with us! I'm more glad that you feel better.
Do what makes YOU happy. You are the only person that You have to answer to in the long run. If you are happy with this girl, then see her. Friends or otherwise. If your 19 year old friend has a problem with that, then she can deal with it.
Not having fun for 5 years and then having a great time with someone has to be like a drowning person coming up for air. Don't give that up! Don't sink down again. Promise?
can't wait to see the dreads!
I hope you listened to seventyfive. She is being very reasonable on the subject.