posh

*edit: i am a gigantic awkward loser. how can any of you like me?! heh. oh man. it's fairly obvious why i spend so much time playing rpgs.

this past saturday i had a photoshoot for a local alt-weekly paper here. a few of us local sgs were modeling bikinis for anna kosturova. of all things surrounding that, one exchange stands out the most. and it makes me feel deep, genuine sadness. the lot of us were standing outside the imports building waiting to go up into the loft. the style editor of the paper was holding a canister of coffee. an old man, garbed in dishevelled clothing, approached, clearly out on his luck. he stopped and asked if we were handing out hot chocolate. on occasion you'll come across people offering hot beverages and snack to the homeless people. at that moment i wish more than anything that i had something to give him. i felt so terrible. and still now, it makes me feel intensely morose. the worst part was that no one else even noticed.

not very much has happened since my last update. i've been working my non-existent ass off to save money for my SF/LA trip. it has been so long since i travelled. i miss the days of spontaneous trips. i miss doing gig photos and getting sent to montreal on a whim. bah. i miss a lot of things and that is all pointless to do. obviously the thing to do is to create new things as opposed to longing for the old.

hethral came over on saturday night. we ordered chinese, watched home movies and geeked out. he had his laptop. warcraft was played. it was a lame version of an almost lan party. sometime after midnight all of my favourite guildmates ended up in goldshire dueling level 8s. the next night we formed team egg to help poor little hapworth find an easter egg. we were not successful. and opted for drinking and dancing instead. oh, and i had fun. i can't help it. i love the people in my guild. ss ftw.

the complete optic nerve mini-comics came in the mail today. huzzah. this is my style. review to come after i read. thanks a billion to opticnerve for selecting my entry as the winner in his contest.

despite my maya plans, i got caught up in work and failed myself. the flamingo was not modeled. in fact, i spent an incredibly small amount of time doing anything besides working last week. warcraft was even neglected.

i am very pleased with the spring cleaning stuff that is about to begin on the site boards. apart from scanning the girls section and the site, i can't remember the last time i've actually read the boards. maybe now there will actually be something worth replying to. i must say though, there was one zotting today that i am glad occured. i'm just surprised it took so long.

i highly recommend caribou's the milk of human kindness album. set for release april 19th i think. it is such good quality.

i am very much not in an exceptional mood at the moment, and despite my tale of the old man, i can't quite place my finger on why.

never trust a filthy dorf. especially a 60 pally!