I need a new job but I am too lazy to look for one. I have been stuck in this shit stained rut for several years now. I have no desire to do anything. I don't even go out any more.
I used to have a life, friends, a will to do something. Now I just sit here in my cocoon of an apartment getting fatter and lazier by the minute.
About two weeks ago I met a woman that is everything I could hope for. She is funny, super smart and has all the same obscure intrests that I do. Shit, she loves Red Dwarf, MTG and The Wyrd Sisters. She even uses the same, fucked up turns of a phrase that I do, shit like saying sank you instead of thank you. Dumb shit like that. But do I call her? Do I make time in my "busy" schedule to see her? No, I sit in my box.
Fuck, I don't know. What's it going to take to get me out of this rut? I'm not depressed, just lazy.
I need a jolt!
I used to have a life, friends, a will to do something. Now I just sit here in my cocoon of an apartment getting fatter and lazier by the minute.
About two weeks ago I met a woman that is everything I could hope for. She is funny, super smart and has all the same obscure intrests that I do. Shit, she loves Red Dwarf, MTG and The Wyrd Sisters. She even uses the same, fucked up turns of a phrase that I do, shit like saying sank you instead of thank you. Dumb shit like that. But do I call her? Do I make time in my "busy" schedule to see her? No, I sit in my box.
Fuck, I don't know. What's it going to take to get me out of this rut? I'm not depressed, just lazy.
I need a jolt!
heh! if i'm wrong...then i'm sorry for assuming, but that could have been a journal entry from me about 8 years ago!
good luck
xoxo
Sunshine
and you should probably just drink some coffee and call the lady, youll be much sadder if you dont. have her come over & play video games, then you can be lazy and hang out with her. ha!