portiaatecoals

Contrary to popular belief i am quite the loner. Mainly because i'm busy trying to graduate from college... but I spend A LOT of time just being by myself. It's not because I don't get a long with other people... i just don't like to go out of my way to be around people. I am perfectly happy having one or two close friends who I see on occasion. I don't need to fill my life with aquaintences.

On the other hand.. I shot my first attempt set at being a Suicide Girl with London last week. I'm patiently waiting the response. Frankly I don't think i'm "hard" enough to be a Suicide Girl. Hard can mean so many different things... but I'm assuming that people are just going to understand what I mean. Unless of course.. I'm in a bad mood.. which happens mainly at work.. and sometimes at parties when I'm in the same room with an annoying drunk girl.

I really want to fight one of those some day. Real bad...

I'm in the wierdest mind set today. My body feels like its full of anxiety.. but I don't know what for. I feel like I haven't eaten for a week, and my waist is caving in. I have to go to my internship today. I'm interning for my Couture teacher from school. I'm in the process of making some pants for her that I think will be one of my best projects to this day. Mainly because she scares the living shit out of me. She's extremely skilled at her craft.. and she has a way of making me feel completely inferior. Not a lot of women do... only really intelligent ones, and strong, fearless ones. Other than that... the world is just full of drunk annoying girls.