Musings of an Inmate
March 30, 2010
Dream Woman
Just woke up...and had to write this down. I had a dream last night that I could only describe as tragically wonderful. I have been without a girlfriend, or even anyone remotely close to one for the past seven years. I have had a few flings or so here and there, but nothing serious. In addition, I have been watching a lot of my friends become engaged which is something that I have wanted for a while, so it comes to no surprise that my dream involved me getting married. I dreamed that I was asked to marry one of the most beautiful young women in my life. It was strange tat it was her because I haven't seen or heard from her in a long time, and I even have a hunch that she was created by someone to just screw me over. But in my dream, she was real and asked me to marry her. I obviously jumped at the chance, and my family and friends were so happy for us. We got married very soon after, and I felt almost completed. While we were celebrating after with our family and friends though.....I suddenly felt that what happened was way too fast and I started to question if I made the right choice and jumped too fast into it. I loved her and wanted her as my wife, but felt that something was wrong and that I missed something by jumping in way too fast. The dream ended as she and I were walking alone together, and I was going to tell her my worries.
I just can't get this dream out of my mind, and frankly I am not sure I want to. It made me happy, and it gave me something I wanted for a while...even if it was only temporary. Oh well, I apologize for rambling. I don't even know if anyone reads these things,but if you have, thank you.
March 30, 2010
Dream Woman
Just woke up...and had to write this down. I had a dream last night that I could only describe as tragically wonderful. I have been without a girlfriend, or even anyone remotely close to one for the past seven years. I have had a few flings or so here and there, but nothing serious. In addition, I have been watching a lot of my friends become engaged which is something that I have wanted for a while, so it comes to no surprise that my dream involved me getting married. I dreamed that I was asked to marry one of the most beautiful young women in my life. It was strange tat it was her because I haven't seen or heard from her in a long time, and I even have a hunch that she was created by someone to just screw me over. But in my dream, she was real and asked me to marry her. I obviously jumped at the chance, and my family and friends were so happy for us. We got married very soon after, and I felt almost completed. While we were celebrating after with our family and friends though.....I suddenly felt that what happened was way too fast and I started to question if I made the right choice and jumped too fast into it. I loved her and wanted her as my wife, but felt that something was wrong and that I missed something by jumping in way too fast. The dream ended as she and I were walking alone together, and I was going to tell her my worries.
I just can't get this dream out of my mind, and frankly I am not sure I want to. It made me happy, and it gave me something I wanted for a while...even if it was only temporary. Oh well, I apologize for rambling. I don't even know if anyone reads these things,but if you have, thank you.