poptone

Why is it impossible for me to find a decent woman? I like to think that I'm not terribly repulsive, and at least halfway interesting.

Is it that I live in Pittsburgh, and that it's just a city filled with people that don't find me interesting, and vice versa? But no - there seem to be plenty of interesting people in my area on this site alone.

But do I know them? Uh-uh. And all my friends are either married, getting married, or live in other states. I like to think I'm not usually this whiny, but I really do feel alone lately.

If I hear one more person tell me how nice I am, and that I'll definitely find someone to be with eventually, my brain will jump out of my skull and do a lemming off a cliff.

A social life must be an incredible thing to have. I used to have one, I should know.

Balls.

Bob Dylan - "Not Dark Yet"

Shadows are falling and I've been here all day
It's too hot to sleep time is running away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I've still got the scars that the sun didn't heal
There's not even room enough to be anywhere
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there

Well my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing there's been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writing what was in her mind
I just don't see why I should even care
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there

Well, I've been to London and I've been to gay Paree
I've followed the river and I got to the sea
I've been down on the bottom of a world full of lies
I ain't looking for nothing in anyone's eyes
Sometimes my burden seems more than I can bear
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there

I was born here and I'll die here against my will
I know it looks like I'm moving, but I'm standing still
Every nerve in my body is so vacant and numb
I can't even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don't even hear a murmur of a prayer
It's not dark yet, but it's getting there.