poppystrike

hey sweets - i'm fine thankyou!! boy-stuff is what i was doing my thinking about on the bus. hmmm...i dunno. i just miss being able to do what i want all the time with who i want - i do love him, but i always have loved him as a friend!! i just want a bit of freedom back i guess. he's not been too clingy whilst we've dated, but things have just evolved...not changed. they're just different and i think i'd like to be single again. eep. i don't know. i'm going to wait till after our leavers do on july 1st...see how i feel. seems a long time off, but if it did end now, it would mess up everyones night because hotels are being sorted, and transport and who's on our table. so i'm gonna think, and then i'll make a decision!!

for the first time ever in my life, i'm feeling a bit scared of change.

and hun, you can have me whenever you want!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

More people should have lives like the characters in Black Books. Just so i can meet loads of Bill Baileys.

Coheed and Cambria were amazing. we started off at the back and it was a bit crap but then we made our way to the front and it was a million times better. You could sing loud and put your arm up and people just dont notice how studid you look. Did you cheak out the comic?

i also got hit in the face with some flowers from mewithoutyou.

Maybe so maybe so. If you're going, most likely!!

I feel terrible for not realising ti was cinderella! I'm sure you didn't say!

I need my head stroked

I could improvise, all i need is a van, a hose and one hit of mushrooms.

hey. i miss you something rotten.
it's been aaaages since you were here. you truly is my bestest bud. please come see me soon. really. i loves you loads woman and need the smile you put on my face right now.
xxxx

Shoes for work ? what about shoes for pleasure?
Hope you're doing ok hun and that the sun continues to shine down upon thee



take care of yourself laters xx

hmmmm, i really would like to pop out tomorrow...

i'm seeing elodie later briefly so i'll mention it to her - if i can wangle the money, i'll try come seeya...

tis papoo. people don't know a bargain when they see one. i still feel rubbish for having to sell them.
in other news i got an interview....for whsmith...
oh dear..
xx

tell me about it!
i dunno what's going on. eeeeediots.
xx

i got the cd this morning thank yeeee!! gonna put it on in a second when i've woken up haha.
xxx

Aaaaaaahahaha, that'll learn ya.

STRIPES ARE ALWAYS IN!!! either that or the world has goen mad! any way even in summer you need somethign to wear at night!

she's never coming back! the only chance of being with each other would be to get married. which althoigh we considered to defeat the system (and the atlantic!) is on the extreme side, yeh it sucks. i dont get on with any one nearly as well as her. no one likes to argue with me liek she did or anything. sorry this is dull

nit wear rules!


ben

thanks for your advice last night babe.
it helped lots.
and it made me happy to chat to you again. twice in one day!!
who'd'a thunk?!
loves you.
xxx

GEEZ LOUISE

That's... One hot picture.
It sidetracked me from saying that next time we meet, we could go d'n'b'ing. I've got a pal in Birmingham that I've been meaning to visit for ages who is a drum and bass nuthead.

Also, I didn't get to reply to your other comment, about MSN - unfortunately, in the year or so that I've installed it I've only used it about three or four times.
I'm somewhat better with emails and better still with snail mail. I apologize profusely for my archaic tendencies.

Yes, it is sad when fish, or anything for that matter, dies...that's why I'm hard ( well, okay, kinda lazily) at work on trying to be immortal! All I need to do is either:
A. Write a book!
B. Star in a movie/ TV Show!
C. Make an album!
D. Become a famous artist!
Hmm, I probably won't do any of those...but you never know, maybe I'll do 'em all! And hey, even tho' you used no actual words..what a cool update!

I cant say anything at the moment about it. I just need to get it all sorted out in my head first and then sorted out on paper. Fifty's cool. The tickets were 114 all up. Hopefully we can meet up soon. Been a while x