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I heart Guano Apes this evening. Strange how people define theirselves and their mood by listing bands. Well i'm all packed up and ready to go go. I think I scratched my throat on a pill this morning. Either that, or I have mumps. I hope not. You look like a fat neck with mumps. I have to go into uni and officially withdraw. I...
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meelee:
It's getting tense. So very tense. I simply can't wait untill Monday. Those darn lingering looks and that bloody hand hold and stroke of the hair.
Well i may aswell just go kill myself. frown
insomniphobiac:
Well, so long as you know your making the right decision, and that your happy with it. Wish I had that kinda courage at times smile
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I wish i'd have written this last night when I was slightly tipsy from Red Stripe and Vodka and Cranberry juice. My internet connection was being a cunt (oh what a word - hehe).

So after a chat with a really nice doctor I have decided to leave Bristol and move back home. Deferring uni for a year - I just can't be doing with...
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the_reverend:
i think im going to commit murder. fancy helping me dispose of the bodies, and moving into a swanky flat in warwick, shlow grave stylee? just a thought.

grrrrrr!! (waves stick at world violently)

ahem. thank you.
kristoph:
..and what a splendid lunch it was! even though it took me a whole hour to eat my food (i blame you. you know that yes?)
and no! exploding lobes will never be enough! i will not rest til your face is a mass of redness and pus and metal! mwahahahaaaa...not really. it's quite fine as it is.
eeerm...
i keep being all like.." frown she's moving away and i only just made her aquaintance.." but then i'm all like.." smile but i'll see her on friday and you knows hellfest is on!!"
hurry up and get online. i'm rambling
xXx
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Went to see Kristoph's band tonight. They rule, almost as much as Team Brick - what a guy! Well. I had some techincally good news from the doctor today, but it's not really that great. It means that i'm more mixed-up than I thought. I shouldn't really be awake as I have to go there at 9:30am. I keep snapping at my flatmates and...
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kristoph:
no. it doesn't count. more piercings. more i tells ya!
tonight was ace. i'm gonna be sad to see you go...but happy that you'll be happy.
oh what a mixed up, muddled up world it is eh?

just get yo booty daarn saaarf as often as you can innit!

XxX
the_reverend:
yo dudette
im glad you've had a good week gigging it up to the max... in fact all your adventures sound like fun. you're making me think of getting off my arse and getting some more much-needed ink.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyes i think im gonna have to do that again soon...

keep it funky. someone has to - i'm boing by best, but i hab a cold!
sigh.

ARRR!!!
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Well. I quit my job today. And now i'm deciding some serious stuff and I can't think straight. And i'm tired in every sense of the word.

On a positive note. I met up with Kristoph today and had a wonderful average day of fun. We got attacked by a vagrant with a puzzle, pierced our ears (although i'm not saying where because it's very...
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insomniphobiac:
Well that depends upon where exactly "away" is situated.
thelost:
hey congrats, i know not having a job sucks but being a phone monkey sucks too, i know i've been one and it's not fun!

More piercings is always good. I want more but I just can't decide where I want mine done.

Did you solve the vagrants puzzle?
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I have a gin hangover. And i'm a little exhausted as fucking usual. But I did something i've needed to do for a while and hopefully a solution will appear. That's all I want to say for today. I feel like i'm letting myself down.

Wallowing xXx
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insomniphobiac:
Eeeeew, gin, nasty. Its on a par with a tequilla hangover.

Just been signed off for two more weks . . . bloody knee, its really fucking starting to take over my life mad Anyhoo, take care chuck.
sadieblackeyes:
hangover ewewewewewwwwwwww *sympathetic hugs*

Can't stand gin. Reminds me of being 14 anhd raiding a friends parents alcohol cabinet.

Your last shrooming experience sounds awesome smile

xo
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I can see the wood I used to play in when I was little from my bedroom window. Is it safe for somene like me to have such an expansive view from here? It'll surely lead to my dreaming head being pulled ever-further from reality. I like it. No matter how mundane my surroundings get I always have my imagination, even if it gets me...
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kristoph:
hey. you only have one day to get stretching!
get to it!!
wink
oh man, i can't wait to start on my other lobe!
it's all your fault.
hehe. i've decided to buy a blue cowboy shirt for the gig as well...fancy helping me find one?
xx
kelsodot:
hey

no luck as of yet on the job front frown , but nevermind...missed u the last couple a days, i haven't been on...whatcha been up to?
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Oh you mother fucking lame ass half-baked shitty hunk of dixie crap circuitry board. What the fuck have you just done with the rather emotional journal entry I just wrote? I hate you so much right now.

Key points (abbreviated version):

1. I don't have any close friends, and i'm not exaggerating - I honestly don't. I think there's something wrong with me.

2. Detroit...
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novegas:
Failed my bike test, then saw the Detroit Cobras. So if my day was a graph it would dive down and shoot up. Glad you enjoyed the gig, did you fancy the guitarist as much as me? She was all hair and attitude. She played the guitar like she hated it and it sounded like it loved it.
bend_sinister:
I'm trying to turn melancholy into an artform. Having renounced faith in human nature I've decided to become an aesthete.

I have Cheap Thrills also, the live versions of 'Bobby Brown Goes Down' and 'Joe's Garage' are actually better than the originals.

An essay on youth subcultures? plenty of references to Dick Hebdige and the Birmngham School I hope.
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Well. My stamina at work is increasing. Managed my whole seven hour shift today, and after yesterdays moral lesson I decided that the sensible thing to do would be to make up my data today cause I was doing SO badly. Like sack-able badly. My conscience is pure as the sooty snow. And to make matters worse, me and my partner in crime Rick (this...
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thelost:
I always put french-irish-welshman 'cause I am also a mongrel too smile I think it's a good thing you're doing so keep on going for it!

my dreads are of a dark colour. have a chocolate wombat:



lol
kristoph:
megabus?! jeebus.
last time i was on one of those it was packed with screaming inbred children and folk eating what seemed to be the most foul smelling food they could find for a 2 and whatever hour bus journey.
loved every minute!
hope you have fun with the cobras.
i wasted my day off as i predicted.
shame on me.
xx
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Well. Today went considerably better that yesterday on the work front, managed to stick out a whole four hours and didn't have to make up data to get my weekly bonus. Which was good for the man, personally I couldn't give a flying fuck - it's all crap anyway.

I've discovered Twinings lemon and ginger tea and I love it. My healthier eating has continued...
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meelee:
I'm not sure what you were talking about there! BUT i think you've convinced me to start up with Home and Away after many years.
Hey hey hey, i'm excited by that new Lana chick in Neigbours turning out to be a queer and getting it on with Sky Mangel! I've been reading spoilers (yes i know - cheating and sad, but hey, why would the austrailians get it before us?!), and its all true.
I wish Susan and Karl would get back together.
That Izzy is a piece of work.
I think you may be my new favourite. I havent anyone else to discuss the wonders of austrailian soaps with. Long rule Harold Bishop biggrin
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kristoph:
hah. i rule so much that i just nearly fell asleep on my keyboard!
let me know where you wants to meet on tuesday. the hatchet's normally a safe bet if you know where that is? it'll be about 5 if that's cool.
have a grand time in camden.
remember..it's evil from the needle and steve vinall you want to see. wink he da man, man!
speak to you soon
x
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So today I spent a record one hour and 3 minutes signed in at work. I've not been feeling very well lately, always tired and really lethargic, lots of colds. So after my supervisor sent me away with an orange and some Moose Kisses from his trip to Canada, I went to the doctors. Have to go back tomorrow, but due to a look she...
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the_reverend:
watermelon is good
bend_sinister:
It always amuses me that Alice in Wonderland is revered as a classic work of childrens' literature. Not only is it a fairly dark book, but archivists have found that Lewis Carroll (or the Rev. Charles Dodgson to give him his correct appellation) had a predilection for taking photos of young girls naked - including the real life Alice (Liddell; who nearly married one of Queen Victoria's grandsons, but ultimately had a rather miserable life). Christ, these days he'd be lynched by the mob, or hounded into exile in Cambodia with Gary Glitter.
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Wonderful idea. Worked a treat. Had some coffee and a couple of cigarettes and now all of a sudden i'm feeling tired and really for sleep at a reasonable hour.

Sweet dreams xXx
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worldofviolets:
Yep, UWE scum myself! biggrin I hang at the Hatchet mostly, when we go out to clubs usually the Bierkeller although it lacks a lot of things. I still think it is the best layout wise and it plays danceable music and takes requests. But I've only been here a couple months so there might be a lot more for me to discover!
xxx
its_matt:
i will place another vote for the power of coffee, it transforms me from 'grumpy bastard wondering why hes awake at 9am going to work in a shitty shop for a shitty wage' to 'okay plaster on the fake smile and lets trawl throigh this shit one more time', a startling transformation im sure you will agree.... biggrin
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All i've been doing all day is playing on the internet, specifically SG. I have achieved nothing today, save showering in daylight hours as opposed to 4:30am and consequently going to bed with wet hair. And the reason i'm writing this down is because i'm now so sexually frustrated I guess i'm trying to entice some sexual talk from someone, anyone. Talk dirty to me....
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