poppy

bailey gave me a condom last night on her way out the door. its funny but i feel like i want this condom to count towards something..like fantastic sex. it would be such a waste to use it on boring sex. i got in the shower thinking of where and whom would share in baileys present when i was hit with the worst pain in my kidney. falling asleep naked on my couch was not part of my plan.

so doctors appt scheduled to see what the deal is
sex appt pending

good news:
blueberry white ice tea from starbucks=best ever
ticket booked to phoenix for hell city-done

i havent really been drinking. wait thats a lie. i had lots to drink on tuesday and i met my internet crush. palest green eyes ever. but siiiince then i havent really drank.

bad news:
this kidney problem. lets hope its not serious
i cant add. today i had a bad adding problem
and im in the process of deciding what i can handle in a relationship and how much hurt is too much

i have enjoyed this week. but now i want to buy an indian compilation and listen to it while i clean.

xo